AH HUAT's

2011-12-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

Can't believe the year is coming to an end and it just felt like yesterday when it was January 2011!! Every year end we look back what have we done throughout the year and i would say mine wasn't that bad.

Every closed relationship will eventually open new ones and i'm glad i found her. Despite our age differences and not being compatible in some way or another, i'm thankful for her to come in my life and light up the darkness. Wanci thanks alot for being there for me and loving me with all your heart. Despite our arguments and heated conversation, i'm pretty surprise that i could tolerate all this. Knowing myself well i would have easily flare up and fight back but i didn't :) This coming 29th dec 11 will be our 4th month together and really hope for more to come <3

This is also the year that i left church after a good 10 years. It feels kind of weird not attending Christmas service this year. I believed many issues have really opened up my eyes and i know no one is perfect but i just want to make a decision that i chose. Real friendship still exists outside church, even if it doesn't it has no lost on my part :)

Till next time :)

Labels: 1 + 1 = love <3

2011-08-27T10:57:00.004+08:00

When it comes to "crushing" (love is such a strong word), always try it and don't just sit around thinking "What if".

If things happen, you'll know if it was worth it or not.

If things don't happen, So? At least you tried and make an effort.

Just like swimming, you'll never know if it's warm or cold till you put your foot in.

Label: Food for thought

2011-08-05T23:14:00.003+08:00

In a few hours time i will be on a road trip with 2 of my best buddies to Malacca. It will be our very first road trip together and they make it happen cause it's my birthday this Sunday. I thank God this are my 2 buddies whom i know will stick with me throughout life and i'm glad to have them in my life. Though at times we might have out differences and quarrels but we still remain intact come what may. A getaway trip to get myself off the busy schedule at work and just a time to relax and not think of anything.

How i recall the time she was there with me to celebrate my birthday with me :) I know i'm on the right track to slowly forget about her. Current track playing on my mp3, Leona Lewis - Yesterday. Everything seems so like yesterday and it is now all gone. I would be lying if i say i completely forgotten this girl or even not think about her. Every trip to Malaysia just seems like memories flowing through my mind once again. We may be leading our separate life now but i hope your doing fine :) If ever a day where fate allow us to meet again i would gladly jump on that chance though it seems near impossible. Alright time to sleep and a long drive to Malacca tomorrow.

Labels: So yesterday

2011-07-17T15:33:00.002+08:00

Alright i'm back blogging once again after 2 months haha! Currently waiting to head out for dinner with Mum and Sis to celebrate my Sis birthday. Oh gosh please please do not rain ok??!!

Finally gotten myself a permanent job at FedEx as an Account Assistant. All the effort of looking for a job in the bank but i still end up at where i first started. Started work on 11th July 2011 and i would say it was a pretty stress week as i got to learn all the new process all over again. Though i'm still pretty slow at work but guess once i learned it well it should not be a problem for me. Work settled and next up is my studies which i'm gonna commence next year. There were a few distractions last month and once again i didn't handle it well but just got to learn from it. As fast as it started, it ended quickly too. Don't be too quick to judge me if you don't know me well :)

How time flies and today is the 17th July 2011. 1 year ago i was braving the heavy rain and flood outside my house just to make my way across the border to celebrate her birthday. Guess what, it's raining today too! Sometimes it's easy to say that you want to forget someone but it's another thing to do it. 90% of me has already forgotten about her and yet the 10% still lingers in my heart whenever a significant dates come. The one you love the most is the one you find it most difficult to forget. The last 10% will fade to 0% once time flies. Though i may not know how you are doing now but i wish you all the best in everything. We may never meet again but deep in my heart i will cherish the moments we once shared. Sweet memories are worth cherishing and unpleasant memories will be taken as a lesson learnt and not to be repeated.

No matter what had happened between us, you were still once my love. So happy birthday to you though i know this message won't be read by you ever unless you chance upon it.

Not feeling emotional over it but just my heart felt expressions i guess. Feeling emotional is my past.

Labels: Every tears dropped represent a step towards forgetting you.

2011-05-19T00:40:00.003+08:00

Looks like next week will be my last week at Fedex and it's kinda giving me a mixed feeling of leaving. In life there are decisions to be made and i guess this will be a good move to further seek for more job experiences. So far been going for interviews and still waiting for some confirmations and really hope i can get the ideal company and post that i have went for. Top on my list is DBS, followed by Merrill Lynch and lastly IBM. Waiting for DBS to shortlist for 2nd round of interview, Merrill Lynch for 1st round of interview and IBM for contract offer. Praying that my phone will ring from this 3 companies soon!

Feels kind of sad to leave a place with great people and personality. Of cause just the particular few who have made my life at Fedex a pleasant stay. They were the one who brought much joy to my life and reason why i'm so looking forward to when i step into office. Shall not talk about the bad stuff at work as i chose to see the positive side instead.

Just think a dumb thing by sms-ing her! Anyway it was just a how are you sms and reply or not it does not matter. What Jane said today about forgetting people who don't appreciate or value us is real true. Why waste your time and energy on a person whom means nothing to your existence? No bitterness against her despite all that she has done and how time really flies. If we were still together till this date, we will be happily celebrating our 1st anniversary together :( Though it's been 7 months since we broke up, somehow time and time again i still think about you. To me you are just a past to me which will never come to the present. May this wonderful memories still lingers.

Labels: 明知我爱你

2011-04-22T18:30:00.001+08:00

Some moments always stay with us,

Some moments should be left behind,

What is your moment?

2011-04-16T23:02:00.005+08:00

i'm stucked at this post for like 5 minutes wondering what to post.

Somehow i just wished she was back in my life again :(

Her number is still in my contact list and pondering whether to text her though.

Anyway spend the whole day re-watching the Band Of brothers series. I never went into war and will never enter into one i guess and i will never feel how those soldiers felt in D-Day or at Iwo Jima. The Pacific wasn't that a bad series too but too many sex scenes LOL. Too early to say will we go to war if the call arise. Anyway why am i talking about war when it's peace time now. It's always my dream to be a pilot or a sniper if i have chose the path of a military

Out of curiosity, i just message someone that i hated alot. haha! What an irony. Just wanted to find out what happened to them.

Labels: some fate does reconcile. I hope mine does :)

2011-03-31T00:20:00.003+08:00

A song that lingers through my mind the whole night. I know i did my best to love you once with no regrets. Baby i wished you were still here but i'm doing fine without you :)

Hedley - Perfect

Lyrics:

Falling a thousand feet per second
You still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over
I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence
Takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over
And never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall
Even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect
But I keep trying
Cause that's what I said
I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said
Or just my personality

Making every kind of silence
It takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over
And never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall
Even if you said I was wrong

I know that I'm not perfect
But I keep trying
Cause that's what I said
I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said
Or just my personality

When you're caught in a lie
And you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run
And you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me
You thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect
But I keep trying
Cause that's what I said
I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said
Or just my personality

I'm not perfect
But I keep trying
Cause that's what I said
I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said
Or just my, just my
Self, just myself
Myself, just myself

I'm not perfect
But I keep trying

Labels: You are not alone

2011-03-27T23:18:00.006+08:00

Rainbows are alway the most lovely sight :)

2011-03-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

A thought just suddenly ran through my mind.

Looks like i miss her still :(

But i know it's just going to happen tonight. Cheers :)

Labels: not drowning myself in sorrows

2011-03-22T21:04:00.002+08:00

A story to ponder through.

A boy love a girl so much. One day he proposed her. But she refused. Still he was not sad. His friends asked him, didn't you feel bad? He said, why should i feel? I lost the one who never loved me. But she lost the one who really loves her!

Many a times we think how sad or depress life is when the one close to our heart left us. But truly like what the story says, the person who lose out is our partner who left us. So those who are dejected, don't be in dismay as the saying goes it's always brighter on the other side of the road :)

Anyway i not feeling emotional hence this story. Was archiving my email at work when i saw this story so why not share it over here.

Labels: You will find someone who love you as much as you love them :)

2011-03-13T23:57:00.008+08:00

Been a rather happening last 2 days and slept very little. Met up with Wenbin, Timothy, See Wan, Mikhail and Shirley last night at timbre @ The Arts House. It was really a time of good fellowship and just relaxing and for some of them getting high over alcohol drinks haha! Stayed at timbre till 12am before heading to Boat Quay to look for bars to chill and relax. In the end when to Mind's Cafe @ Prinsep Street till 3am. Played games like Saboteur, Indian Poker, murderer and thief. It's really fun and enjoyable hanging out with these clique and even though some of us might have different thinkings or ideas, at least i find these people being real. Even though some of us have different perspective on religious topic, yet there was love and genuine care for each other. But most importantly they don't act religiously or are hypocrites. I admire people who are real and detests people who are fake. I see friendships in this group to last and foster together for a long run. Unless i'm proven wrong.

Hawaiian Pizza

Erdinger Beer

Roasted duck pizza ( My fav!!)

Just came back not long from farewell gathering at Jade's house. It was the last time the section would gather for such a time before everyone goes to different teams and sections. Though i admit i was reluctant to go but as this is probably the last time we would gather and really loved and missed those guys. Food, Games, Sharing were just the activities we did. At times i feel out of place or weird as it's been a rather long time since i fellowship with the rest or even serve together with them. They were all excited talking about Suntec and their new teams/sections while i was sitting there pondering where will i be. I guessed all that were left were sweet memories of the days of being a usher all the way to leadership position and to now a nobody. I guess we all have our ups and downs and i reckon my silly relationship caused all this to slowly rot. Ask me honestly would i love to go back? My answer is yes cause i love this minstry and the people there. No cause i can't bear to go back and start all over again. Leaders who had taught me well and really believed in me yet all i returned were disappointments. Every transition period to a new place there are people who are bound to come and go. All my good friends all had left yet i still cling unto it cause i love this minstry so much yet now everything is gone. I can blame my relationship with Elaine for causing all this but not going to put all the blame on her. I envy when everyone in the room was talking about their new teams and yet i only wish no one would ask me anything cause i won't know what to reply. Many wonderful memories in this section and it's the period where i grow the most. The leaders that were trained by me and those that trained me. Flashbacks all the way back to Day 1 when we came to expo and till the end of it and proud to say i really did grow alot. All i can say now is sigh :(

Bed time soon as there is work tomorrow. A brand new week ahead. Cheers :)

Labels: great love

2011-03-10T00:51:00.000+08:00

Time to bid good night

Labels: Better

2011-03-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

Humans are the hardest creatures to please on earth. Oh well i can't please Guy A and Guy B in the same time. So who should i please? Tired of this conflict of who to please and who to listen to. That's life where this issue constantly cycle around your life. oh well oh well i need to be overseas alone doing what i want to do and just enjoy life in a slow pace. Tired of life. Tired of living up to peoples expectation. Tired of not knowing what i want in life. Tired of not knowing what holds tomorrow. Oh God i want a break badly.

Liking someone yet you can't do anything? Maybe i should really treat her as my friend and not expect anything. Lesser expectations = Lesser disappointments. Want to settle, Settle for spot number 1 and not 2 or 3. Oh well i couldn't care much. Shall not text her anymore. If she wants she will text me if not too bad :(

4 days of training just ended and back to work tomorrow. Piles of work waiting for me to settle. Good night :)

Labels: Listening to Thank God I Found You by 98 Degrees

2011-03-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

This might sound alittle weird but.............. ' I'm reading a book now!!!!' Bought this book back in Dec 10 in JB and Bryan offered to wrap up my book and finally gotten my book back like last friday. The Author of the book is Mitch Albom titled ' The five people you meet in heaven'. Did a wikipedia search on Mitch Albom and his accolades speaks for of his volume as Best selling author having sold 30 Millions of his books worldwide. Alright time for some reading and before i forget, need to send my angel 2 songs tonight haha! Night People!

Labels: Bookworm?

2010-11-17T19:53:00.004+08:00

It's been half a year since i last blog and was browsing through my links that i save on IE that i chance upon my own blog. lmao. Time flies and it's gonna be the year end soon and wow the past 6 months have been one hell of a ride for me and certainly one of the best periods in my life. Happily knew and got together with a girl on 27 April 10 and 21 May 10, got out of "jail" on 10 May 10, joined Fedex on 28 June 10, made some friends in office worthy to be call my friends.

To my new found buddy at work, Daneal. Thanks for the countless advises and sharing about life and etc. Your a giant with a kind heart though you like to me tough huh haha. My tag line for him, " drink drank drunk". LOL. Friends like Roy, Cels and Nicole who have lending me their listening ears whenever i feel emo at work. Really appreciate you guys :)

It's been a emotional ride for me this last 6 months but with her by my side i never felt scared or being alone. You made me dare to love and believe in love all over again. The times where i first met her and the storms we brave together. The many wonderful memories we had and words simply alone cant express my heart felt feelings. It's been 1 month since you left me but i will wait for you till your exams are finish. Constantly praying for your health and exams and believing you can do it :)) jiayou girl !!

Sometimes life kinda suck thinking all this shit i have to go through but thinking of family, friends and my love one it kind of pull me through and kept me going after all. Sitting my Law sup paper this Saturday and hope i can pass once and for all!! In life we got to keep moving forward, good or bad times, good memories that inked in my heart, i will still walk till the end. Life may give me a thousand reasons to frown but i will be optimistic and walk my path of life. Time to head to ntuc for some shopping.

Labels: 你仍然还是我最爱的人金鱼

2010-05-31T16:31:00.002+08:00

Asia Conference 2010 is over and i kinda of officially awaken from my beauty sleep. It has been tiring for all the ministry workers who were involved to make the event a success. I served 2 days as i had to rush my assignment and as the leaders were finishing their oscar i was still touching up for my assignment submission. My legs are really breaking from the prolong standing the whole of sunday and wearing formal as i was too lazy to change out even though i brought my stuff.

As always, big events do showcase the ugly side of human nature and once again i encounter that but didnt raise my voice this time hahas. Was serving as hotel 2 on thursday night session at hall 10 and it was a a taste of experiencing HUGE crowds for event such as these. By the way i missed out on the last AC as i was an NSF back then.

One of the bright moments while serving yesterday was that an usher from CHC KL actually came up to me thanking me for my help as he was serving together with me. I didn't know what did i done for him to thank me but it was a touching moments as i guess few ushers would really come up and thank you. hahas. He even told me to look for him if i ever go to CHC KL and will definitely still remember his face as i have a very good memory.

I'm seriously turn off when ushers like to wear blazer and "act" like they were leaders. I mean if you want to wear just go ahead but don't stand there and do nothing when we need help!!!! It was so turned off that i didn't even bother talking to them the 2nd time. If you want to be a leader so badly i can give you my tag, ARGH!! i have nothing against them but if you want to look presentable and sharp there is nothing wrong but please don't stand there like a model!!! I know you want to exercise your eye power but do it when your reading.

Another incident when i was at hall 10 overheard these member congratulating another member for fighting or arguing with ushers. I don't know whether that statement was a joke or not but he was lucky i wasn't there if not i will be the one turning nasty instead. I know people are desperate in getting to the main hall for the sessions and at least have some integrity for goodness sake. I would be nasty to you if i'm allowed to do so. Even the foreign delegates are so much more polite and appreciative of what the ushers are doing. But of cause there were members who were nice in thanking the ushers too :)) Thank God for people like you guys :)))) SHAME on you BAD WOLVES!! Once again thank all the ushers for taking their time out and serve. Your sacrifices are being seen and THANK YOU!!

Lastly i m a proud owner of A BLACKBERRY9700!! hahas. No more NOKIA cause they simply suck now. If your using BB add me to your BBM too. Get my pin my tagging me msging me. Thanks!

Labels: awaken on a cold cold noon :)

2010-05-20T12:19:00.002+08:00

Accounting exam is like 2 days away and i still cant balance my balance sheet. Argh!! it's getting me increasingly frustrated!! Nevermind after finish drinking my tea i will continue attempt the question again till i balance that freaking amt!!! The best part is i haven even study my theory part. God please give me WISDOM!!! Thank you!! Accounting has never been the module that i like since secondary school days where i flunk it miserably and i mean to the point of getting single digit for my exams. That's how bad it was back then. Anyway it's the last paper and module so i'm so gonna work doubly hard for it. Got to shut down my laptop in the noon to prevent any form of distraction.

Found a job this week and gonna sign the contract tomorrow morning. Will be working as a Recruitment Consultant at Ingenium Search Pte Ltd. It's a relatively new firm but they are expanding their business thus hiring people like me. The boss met up with me on Monday and she is really a nice lady and i can learned from her lots of stuff regards to HR. Will be starting work on 14 jun as i will be going for a short holiday before starting work. It's gonna be an exciting start to my career and looking forward to it. Plans for my studies has been temporary postponed cause i'm still in the midst of deciding what i want to study so that it will be relevant for my career. Time for lunch and till next time. see ya :)

Labels: Loving you ♥

2010-05-11T01:00:00.004+08:00

Alright finally a new blogskin after using the previous one for years and it symbolise me coming out of teenage years and unto young adult hence a simpler blogskin. Also it also marks my ORD TODAY!!!! Finally after 1 year 10 month of enduring so many rubbish and crap from that place i'm finally out!!! When back early in the morning today to collect my IC as i had 2 interview to attend to in the noon. Here is the picture of the year!!! hahas

Fig 1. ORD !!!!!

Next move in life will be finding a full time job and taking my part time degree next year. After going through 3 job interviews i realized that tourism isn't my cup of tea so i might be exploring other fields when i take my degree. I just need to work first and decide which field i really want to continue studying. Wish me all the best as i continue finding and deciding on a job i want. Hopefully by tmr can get confirmation from the various companies.

Labels: Moving unto adulthood

2010-04-06T22:57:00.003+08:00

Long time since i last blog. hahas. Feel like changing my blog page to something more simple and yet artistic. Will go play around after i ORD in 4 weeks time!! hahahas!! ORD ORD ORD ORD!! i m obsessed with the thoughts of ORD-ING. arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 more duties and i will be done with that place, the people and mostly my FREEDOM!!!

Counting down to my completion of my Dip course too. Currently on my 2nd last module and taking my exam next sat. Followed which is my Accounting module and finally the Killer LAW sup paper. hahas. At least i will have 2 months of self study for my Law paper which is on 24th july. My grades so far haven been good. Gotten A's for my Marketing, F&B operations and Business statistics. C for tourism. F for Law ( hahahas).

There are also new changes in my usher minstry in svc 3. So right now i m in G4S4 and still under jade!!! hahas. I wont say there are major changes in my section but definitely there are new faces and new leaders around. And finally after months i'm gonna manage my own team again W/O any helpers which previously i was overseeing 2 teams and really just advising the 2 leaders and not making a real difference in the ushers life. So this time round i want to make an inpact in my this new team. I'm really happy just being a TL and juz looking after this group of sheeps that are under my care. This is the most satisfying fulfillment i find rather then in operation matters. Thank God for this new adventure i'm going to take. hees

Ever ever have a liking for someone older then you? by 3 yrs, 4 yrs, 5yr or even 7yrs?? hahahas. gosh i think it is happening to me. hahas. Anyway the person whom i'm talking abt will never read my post or even know my blog exists so its ok. hahas. It's my PHYSIOTHERAPIST!!! i wont say i'm in love with her or having a huge crush on her. Just have you know that positive feel for her. Cause she is really super super nice!! Her warmness just melt my heart!! hahas. oh gosh. i m bringing this too far. She's been my physiotherapist since the start of the year and had visted her like 3 times and today was the 4th and she said that i just need 1 more session with her if i m fine. NO!! i want to attend still!! hahas. gosh. i'm behaving like a kid huh! hahahas. If i continue to go after i ORD means i have to pay and no longer have the privillege to enjoy it free like what i m doing now. She is so much nicer then my previous physiotherapist who only focus on getting her job done and full stop. i could go on and on and on about her but i got to do my assignment now before watching the match between Arsenal Vs Barcelona. Till then. nite!

Labels: time flying nearer to ORD!

2010-02-28T23:51:00.002+08:00

Lying on my sofa watching the match Carling Cup final between Man Utd and Aston Villa. Abit lazy to blog but just update alittle. Just got back not long ago from usher section appreciation dinner @ a function room in a condo somewhere in pasir ris (cant recall the name).

Despite not alot of people turning up but nonetheless it was a great time of fellowship and appreciation and can see that everyone really enjoyed themselves. G3s2 lets have more outing before the changes come in march ok? hahas.

Tmr still got duty in camp damn bloody sian!!! argh!!! this last few weeks in army seems eternity, just cant wait to get out!!!! And i have one sup paper this sun and an exam next sat. This 2 weeks gonna be tiring and stretching for me so pls do keep me in prayers k? thanks! 2nd half has started and its back to the match. Good nite people:)

Labels: missing things of the old

2010-02-15T13:01:00.013+08:00

Back in CL zone appreciation night (Dec 2006)

tags: This is all where it began

My 21st bday @ Fish & Co ( Aug 2008)

tags: This happen during my BMT days. Memorable and Unforgetable SABO. Never felt so paiseh in my 21 years living on this earth ok!! hahas. But it was fun:)

TK 22nd bdae chill-out (Feb 2009)

tags: 3 hot dudes and 1 babe? hahas

My 22nd bdae dinner/chill-out (Aug 2009)

tags: My lonnnggg time friends and goooood buddies. Seen every shit i been thru and those wonderful times too. LOLs. You guys noe wad i mean.

Van 20nd bdae chill-out (May 2009)

tags: a great time catching up and what is lacking is our love partners in the picture!! hahas.

Daniel's belated bdae dinner/chill-out @ Dempsey (Oct 2009)

tags: i think this was a good time of catch-up cause everyone been busy with life and it was a great time of sharing :) P.S - As the pictures continue rolling downwards i think we r becoming more handsome and prettier!! HAHAS

CH & Bryan (Aug 2009)

tags: Why this weird guy suddenly appear? HAHAS.JKJK!! Another 1 of my best friend.

Wen kai wedding dinner part 1 (Jan 2010)

tags: 2 looking for asian GF, 1 looking for caucasian GF. LOLS. Any takers? HAHAS

Wen kai wedding dinner part 2 (Jan 2010)

tags: the past innocent, naive and childish have grown into smart, mature and HANDSOME/PRETTY!!!

You guys must be wondering why would i do this picture montage right? Cause i'm feeling bored on the 2nd day of Chinese New Year so put my creativity juice into use. LOL. Nah i just want to take these time to Thank TatKwek aka Ethan 'Ang mo' Liew, Vanessa aka 'Ang mo wannabe' Tay, Daniel aka 'Ever-handsome' Lim and lastly Bryan aka 'another Ang mo wannabe' phang for the many years friendship that we been through. I think you guys seen all my Ups and Downs ever since i known you guys in church and for Tk back in Sec sch days too. Man how i dislike Tk back in sec sch (OOPS!!!). It's been a long journey for all of us and we never know what is gonna happen tomorrow so let's keep this friendship going strong ok? Personal message for each one of you.

Tatkwek: Been 8 years of friendship all the way back from secondary school till now. What have you not know about me and what i not know about you? Virtually from everything and i mean really everything we know each other inside out. Words alone cant express everything so give u a big kiss ok? hahahas. JKJK!! too gay pls. LOLS.

Vanessa: This 'Bitch' queen. OOPS i mean BRIDGE QUEEN. LOLS. Thanks for all the nice surprises and plannings you haven given to me and tk. Really appreciate all the encouragement and "quarrels" you haven given into our lives. Just like our MOTHER!!! hahahahs!! But on a serious note hope u be able to excel in your studies and finding a job that you like. AND OF CAUSE IN YOUR LOVE LIFE LA!! We always try to help her match-make but keep on rejecting our GREAT OFFER! hahas.

Daniel: wow wow wow. This guy is creative, handsome and spiritual !! What are you girls waiting for?? His number is 91******. Sorry dan i reveal the first 2 numbers. hahas. This guy has really grown alot ever since the first time i know him in the cg up till now. A guy with great fashion sense, damn creative and a heart to always help others. It's been great knowing you all these years. Continue to shine in your studies and hope you find you angel soon ok? But hold on. NS first la bro!!! hahahas. ORD LO!!!!

Bryan: This guy who like girls like machiam changing clothes. HAIS. hahas. no la he still young so its ok to explore around first. LOLS. i Never taught him that in case your gonna point finger at me again. Been of great help to me especially in encouraging me, helping me in my projects and meeting up for meals and always being conned to come my house!! hahaha!! You are really a good friend and brother of mine so don't you dare forget me. Wishng you all the best in your studies and continue to grow from glory to glory ya? Your angel wont come as quick for you as you still need to study and then followed by NS. so take your time ok? hahas.

Lastly the song I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat is dedicated to you guys. Like the chorus goes; i never told you, What should i should have said, no i never told you, i just held you in. At times i might never express words or actions to appreciate but deep down in my heart i do. It's a song meant for your lovers but i kinda like this song cause of a new-found fren so i used it for you guys too. hahas. Take care my friend. God bless :)

2010-02-14T14:08:00.002+08:00

A happy Lunar New Year & Valentine's Day to all.

Currently stuck in camp for duty! Been in camp since 9am and heading for home at 4pm. For people who wanna rot their life away this is the best thing to do if you wanna waste time. But well of cause i didnt had a choice but its a DUTY i got to perform in SAF.

I remember i make a casual statement last year of not wanting to spend Valentine's day alone this year but well here i'm still single. LOLS. But like what i always tell people good things are worth waiting for BUT sometimes waiting too long wears you out too. As the days drag longer i'm beginning to lose sight of her and well the hope i cherish just begin to disappear slowly. But whatever isit i just hope for the best seriously. I'm not being emo cause i freakingly have nothing to do in camp but well it's time like this that keeps u thinking about wad lies ahead. At least my brain is functioning ok!! hahas.

Happened to know this girl online @ facebook 2 days ago. Chatted quite abit with her and find her damn super talented!! She can play the keyboard, drums, guitar, Cook, IT freak, working part time, teaching piano and many stuff i still need to find out more? And she's only like 17+. At that age i was like wasting my life away ok!! hahas. Really admire girls who are talented especially musically inclined girls. If you happen to read this YES i'm secretly in love with YOU!! JKJK!! I'm secretly admiring YOU!! hehes.

Alright go catch some sleep before heading home at 4pm. Slept for like 3hrs cause went to chill wif tk and van @ starbucks ytd and that shang and mel PS us. Great job !! hahas

Labels: All the single guys, Now put your hands up, oh, oh, oh. (LOLS)

2010-01-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

Firstly a late HAPPY NEW YEAR!! hahas. I now its kinda late but its better to be late then never!! Chee wee say i was boring cause i didnt blog. PLS!! i was busy and not so free like him!! (Ps Chee wee i'm blogging now)

Usually People first post of the year will be about their New Year resolution but i haven really thought about it YET so i probably post it some other time. It official that i've left with 3 MONTHS AND 11 DAYS TO ORD!!! Finally my time in NS is finally coming to a closure. Well thinking back the difficult days i been through and the not so difficult days, it has really been a long journey but juz 3 months plus to go to gaining back the freedom i so longed for.

3 more module and 1 sub paper before i can graduate from my diploma course. Still considering whether to take up the Degree course or just go work full-time. Guess the next 3 months i got to really think through what i want and planning for my future. Feels an adult already hahas.

Tomorrow will be attending Wenkai and Ivory wedding dinner. So excited for wenkai !! When i knew him back then he was still in progress of talking to her and getting to know her. To the level of getting attached and now getting married. It's been a wonderful story for him and how he used to share with us how he met her and adding her on friendster and followed by Msn. Makes me wanna fall in love now too!! hahahas! But well better not rush to it but entrust it into God's hand. I remember at ALTC ( Advanced Leadership Training Class) on Sat morning during minstry time where beatrice was praying for me and it was about trusting in God. It was really a word for the season and really got to cling unto this word. At times we want to rush for things but end of the day we end up ruin it cause it wasnt meant for us yet. So its always good to trust in God and flowing together with his time. Especially in the area of relationship, i guess God has a plan for me and i don't wan to rush it and end up ruin it. The next Gf i going to have will hopefully eventually be my wife so i'm not going to rush on it.

Talking about ALTC, i initially really didnt want to go for the class cause its gonna take up 3 month of my time and i really wanna focus on my studies but i guess i will just go for it. Didnt regret going for the 1st lesson. It was talking about heart. Be in our heart or our usher heart. As time goes on, the longer you are in the minstry or in church, it gets a little weary and everything you do at times just seems like a JOB?? You got to check your heart condition and really take some time to see what is going on. Well to be frank for the past few months it was rather a job for me to serve rather then something i enjoyed. I didnt know where i wanted to head to, at times i juz ponder about just having a relax time in church just going for cg and service. Basicially its the word simplicity or comfort zone. I guess i will need to prayed about it and confessed about it positively!! Been feeling tired but as i sacrifice in the house of God, God will also bless my household just as i serve in his house. Just realise this coming August it will be my 8 years in the minstry. Like old bird le ar. hahahas. Anyway time to catch some sleep cause waking up early to jog tmr. Night.

Labels: Trusting onto God more and more!!

2009-12-22T10:57:00.003+08:00

All right so i'm going to do a veri usual thing right now. That is to BLOG!! hahas. Been rather busy for the last 2-3 months, or rather i have been lazy to blog. Life just revolves around army, School and church. Oh man seriously i need a life!! I guess i seriously need a well deserved trip to EUROPE ! That will be few years down the road for now i will settle for Hong Kong. Planning for a ORD trip after my NS to Hong Kong to shop and eat like mad. It's official that i 'm doing my countdown to my big day which is on 10 may 2010. The long anticipated day which all guys serving their NS will die waiting for. The prize of retrieving back their 'wife' which they lost. hahas

Christmas is just round the corner but somehow it doesnt mean much to me ever since i grow older. Ya it might be a time of celebration but this year i got to rush my assignment and it's more of a time for me to rest too. My school results has been not bad so far too. Obtained a A+ and C for my 1st 2 modules and currently at my 4th modeule and 4 more to go before i grad. Gotten all my gifts for christmas but didnt get anything for myself cause couldnt find anything nice thats y i need to go to HK to shop. Anyway also gotten a blue notebook for her so hopes she like it? Super random here hahas. Off to do my assignment before they come over to majong. hahas.

Labels: Merry Christmas people!!

2009-10-11T23:32:00.003+08:00

At least things seems to be brighter now. Or i would say things are better now after talking to her. Was stressed over the last few days on what to talk to her about but anyway its settle le so a huge relief i would say. At least things were thrash out and not just hanging in the air. Though it wasnt a bad ending of a good ending either, but at least things were clearer now. Really thank her for her understanding. *Thanks* . Felt like a girl just now cause i was like stuttering when i talk to her during the initial part, but well who wont be nervous. Was once again happy to see her joyful smile and laughter like after 1 month? If your wondering what i'm talking about it might nt be what you are thinking. The her is not my GF but someone that i like only. Someone that i really enjoy talking to. Someone that even if i cant love as a lover, i will still love her as a friend. At least for now just take 1 step at a time. If it work out then good, if not just let it be ba.

After that met up with Fengming for lunch at eunos before heading home. Went home to sleep for awhile before studying. Another long week ahead and more studies!!!!!! ARGH. Its driving me crazy!!! Going to catch some sleep so till then. Night people :)

Labels: its more then a smile, its the connection

2009-09-27T22:30:00.002+08:00

Don't know why i'm so tired today. Probably because i woke up at 5am juz to wear my contact lens. HAHAS. In the end i took only like 5 mins to wear and after preparing my stuff i was like done at 550am. I even had the luxury to use my computer n surf the web for awhile which after awhile i became bored and when to take a nap. Met up with belinda at 630 at eunos market to go buy breakfast. Reached church around 710 and was still early and no one was around yet. Today changed allocation 3 times. Was suppose to do Charlie 2, after that swap to help bravo and lastly do hotel 2.

Today saw her and walked past her a few times but each time as we walked past we didnt say hi or even look at each other. Had things come to such a bad state? I really wanted to talk to her but somehow i find it hard. It just seems so weird n awkward now. I bet she doesn't know how i feel. Sigh. The feeling of so near yet so far was so real today. Seriously i really miss her alot but yet i could only look at her from a distance and that's all. Even in oscar that time she was sitting infront of me and we didn't even talk or look at each other. The only time she talked to me was returning the set and whether closing was done. And as she left all i could see was her shadow fading away. Sigh. I'm still pondering should i meet her to talk to her.

On a happy note, i got A+ for my marketing assignment!! I'm so happy!!! Really didnt expect to get a A+ but thank God for the gd result!! It was really a morale boasting for me since now i can be assured that i will pass my marketing module. But my new module, the teacher teach till very sian!!! It feels like he is preaching from a traditional church and the class was dozing off !! It's that bad !! So i got to really study myself this time. Anyway my new module which is tourism management, the assignment is group and individual. Group assignment weightage is 20% and individual is 30% followed by exam 50%.

Just watched finish F1 and currently super tired already. The night view of singapore is truely very nice. Cause more lights were on specially for the F1 night race. That's all for now going to sleep soon. Night people!!

Labels: will i see u again?

2009-09-13T19:07:00.002+08:00

A week has passed, i would be lying to you if i tell u i'm ok. But at least i'm better now. At least for now i want to focus on my exams next saturday and after that i will see how it goes. Today walk pass her but the feeling seems so unfamiliar so awkward but at least i found peace as i enter the house of God. I've been distracting myself with my busy workload from school. Today didnt serve cause i took a break and it feels weird sitting in service and all my ushers serving. I really miss serving with them. But i guess i have nt lost it all. Probably i will go back serving next week instead of continue my break. After talking to jade on thursday, i decided to just commit my this area into his hands. I dunno what will happen but with God in control its better then i controlling it.

Have to submit my assignment on Wed and my exams are on Sat. Halfway through my assigment after doing all my research and now is on a matter of phrasing the right stuff in to complete it. Really dun have the mood to do my assignment but i still got to do it.

Labels: in God's hand

2009-09-06T22:51:00.003+08:00

All the hope i was longing for was just vanished just like that. haix. I feel so vexed, tired and sad.All it take was 1 week to change everything. It hurts to know there is no chance in the r/s. It hurts to know that failure befalls you again. Sometimes life isn't fair. Even though we are just really friends but her presence really make me feel happy. Her joy is just so contagious. Her smile is so ever bright. The times when i felted so happy despite just chatting with her on sms. The one and only time we had lunch with other people around. The sight of just seeing her was more then enough. The times where i make cakse for her. All this seems the past when only coldness is coming now.

The one-sided love that i was hoping for. The cold hard truth i hear from her close fren today. God i'm tired of it. Give me peace as only you can give. It really hurts! Another cycle of sleepless nights, days of being emotional. God i really do love her!

Labels: blown away by the cold wind

2009-09-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

Currently on laptop doing my assignment and yet also at the same time blogging. hahas. The topic i choose for my assignment is 'Analysis of customer service for Ritz-Carlton. I finished my Introduction and background so now moving into the main topic. Still struggling to write out something but looks like i will go internet do some research first before writing it down. The date due for my assignment its like 2 weeks from now. So its pretty intense and my exam is also at that week on a saturday.

Yesterday and today dunno why feel so emo. haha. Because of her ba i guess. In class yesterday night wasn't paying attention too. Then today almost whole day sit at my table reading forum. Just no mood to do anything!! why?? Don't make wild guesses cause a girl didnt reject me hahas. Its jus the post wooing period of chasing a girl i guess. Anyway need to go back on my assignment , till then. Night ppl.

Labels: Missing you

2009-09-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

Looks like i'm back to blogging again. hahas. Just started school for 2 weeks and guess what?? My assignment is date due next sun!! And followed by exams the following sat. It's not been easy balancing between army life and studying but its a great challenge which i wan engage rather then running away from it. The bible says we are more the conquerors so i believe i can do it!! My first module is on marketing and its pretty new to me so i still got to take time to adjust to it.

Aside from being busy with school i also been busy experimenting with cheesecake. hahas!! I tink i make like 3 cheese cake in past 2 months. Maked if for someone and for my ushers too. Tk and Van complain that i never make for them even though i know them so long. They also never make anything for me before still wan complain here complain there. But i told them i will make 1 for them soon if not complaints come in again. If God permits let her be the one this time round :) Shall keep this post short and sweet. Hopefully i will blog again soon. i promise.

Labels: Will it be you?

2009-07-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

Wah seh didnt blog like for ages !! Been lazy in blogging this few months but ok here is something to update whoever is still reading.

Was really refresh in today service by Pastor Kong. It was like a word in season for the people. Pastor was talking about waking up the sleeping giant in the long time church attendees, those who were in church for a long period of time. Many a times, the longer we are in church the more comfort zone will befall us if we are not moving forward. Thats why prayer is really a essential thing we need to engage daily in our life. I feel this is one area i need to really grow more in cause being in church for close to 8 years this is an area i cant find consistency in. After service renjie was also debriefing the stage ushers and he was also talking about prayer. As we are coming close to our church 20th anniversary lets really be prayer warrior and see a mighty revival in the days to come.

These are my thoughts for the moment. Till then.

Labels: You never let us go even through trials and tribulations

2009-05-17T22:13:00.003+08:00

Today was pretty a fun, enjoyable and fruitful day. Today Alicia came for service and it was a long long time since she join us in church service. But well at least she is now attending a church of her own and i m happy for her also. After service jackson, alicia, colin and i went out to shop and eat. We went to suntec city to eat at Subway ( yet again). Went to arcade to play some games and photo hunt. Sounds so like the good old days. Shop around Suntec and went to GAP and eventually got a tees together with jackson also. After that went to starbucks to chill awhile, talking and taking lots of picture haha!!

After that had our section outing at Shokudo @ Raffles City. It was a fun time of fellowship and fooling around as i was like the victim of their teasing la. This outing really open my eyes to see the 'angel' side of them. All so crazy and naughty. And that xinying go disturb me with her sister and it was really so paiseh la they dunno hw i feel only and my face was blushing like mad ok!! We took alot pictures too and play number games too, Overall it was a great section outing but sad part was jade could not join us. Felt that this outing really create some bonds in the section and really make me want to bond this section closer too. I will just try my best to gel this ppl together. This is one more area i can help jade to improve the section too. Never regret going the outing cause intially i was too tired and wanted to go home but i make up my mind that since i say i will be going so i will just go. Well the result is so much better then if i never turn up.

Thats all for now gonna slp soon cause tmr need to go back camp. Bye and Night

Labels: Fun and Fruitful day

2009-05-11T13:27:00.002+08:00

Today is my off day given my unit cause our formation stand down so its a rest day at home. Initially wanted to go swimming/gym in the morning but was too tired to wake up so here i'm stuck at home. Suppose to join some members go ktv sing but currently having sore throat so no point of me going also. Jackson asked me out in the noon but it is still raining now so if the rain don't stop i guess i won't be meeting him.

Last Fri was our first Cg of the year on a fri night and aiming annouce that she will be taking over a adult cg and ming jin will be taking our cg. Oh man seriously i'm so not looking forward to this but well see hw it goes first. But i really feel more probs will occur in the future but just keep my lips quiet about it.

On Sat had a family gathering at my place where all my relatives came to my house to celebrate Mother's day and its one of those gathering that i just eat and went off. After that went cycling with tk and bryan. We cycled at East coast towards Singapore Indoor Stadium, followed by Esplande area and finally to Orchard. In all we took 4 hrs to cycle. From 9pm-1am.

Yesterday night went out to for dinner with Jianrong and Vanessa at clark quey area. We went to a restaurant/pub called 'hooters'. Went over there to eat their chicken wing cause Jr say its was really nice and i agree with it. And if u happened to go over to that place you will see that the waitress all dress very sexily and low cut tops. I guess some of the guys out there will love to visit that place soon. HAHA. After that head over to TCC to get a drink and chill. We wanted to go to helipad at central but we going over there next week i guess. Will post the pictures we took at FB. Till the next time bye.

Labels: love the cold weather

2009-05-03T19:50:00.006+08:00

I almost forgot that my blog still exists! hahas. For my friends around me i guess they know what am i busy with and etc. I am currently back at my unit for like 1 month plus already and only tmr will i start my first duty. As of now i am a Transport Operator (driver) and a Supply Assistant (Storeman), so i have dual vocation but only a pathetic pay. Well army life for me currently abit slack just that i'm getting tired of the politics in my office.

Today Service by Dr Stephan k. Munsey was really a mind blowing experience for me as i didnt know that u can actually preach out of acting a mini drama and he actually did everything himself. Was really amazed with this pastor as in was my first time experiencing preaching in a new way. I really like what he say abt your level of Faith being your level of Forgiveness. At times it really takes faith or i would say great faith for some people to really forgive someone as its really not an easy thing coming from personal experiences. How timing was this message cause i was actually thinking about something pertaining to this issue.

Served communion today also and wow for the first time finally i served with the girl that i sort of fancy.hahas. And that fengming come and disturb me after service. Was kind of happy to see her today and talked to her for the first time. Haha. After service helped to clean up the communion and after that went to join jackson for lunch/fellowship before heading home to rest.

Alright till next time i blog again. Bye.

Labels: Your Presence

2009-03-08T21:33:00.002+08:00

Wow been close to 1 month since i last blog. Anway i passed my SAF driving test on 25th Feb and ever since i been staying out.So last few days been driving the 5 Ton at mandai camp to familarise with the vehicle and i think next wed onwards i will be driving the OUV and after tt DCT( driver continuous training) and after that back to unit le.

Today did Charlie 1 for duty and i felt it was one of my best duty not in terms of my personal contribution but overall the ushers really did very well today and i am really proud of them today.i put all my sect ushers in Charlie arena and i was taking charge of arena too. I;m pleased that today they help one another in their zone and i could really see teamwork among them today so keep it up guys. After service did oscar today and i made 2 mistakes today cause ever since i been to NS i nv went for oscar for a period of time. This was like my 1st verifier duty ever since backtrack to July last year.

After oscar talk to ariel for awhile before heading to suntec with louis to visit the Career and education fair. Collected some brouchers on the part time courses that i intend to take after my driver course. For those of you that dunno i planned to take up a part time course to make up for the time i waste last time and also to upgrade myself.

That vanessa today ar cheeky la go talk to a girl i sort of fancy. haha. It was pretty funny cause i show her whu she was and tdy van happened to saw her so she went over to ask can she book 1 seats not. haha. Van say her smile was angelic and she was sweet. LOL . ok la nothing much regarding to this topic just being alittle random here.

Labels: even the best falls at times

2009-02-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday evening met Fengming for dinner and also to buy a top for yongwei's wedding next sat. Met him at City hall at 7pm then walk around raffles city, marina Square and suntec city. Eventually bought a blue top from topman. Had dinner at Kfc cause FM smelt Kfc aroma at one of the shops so that started his craving for kfc. Looks like we shared quite alot of secret while we shopping hahaha!

After that met up with Tk van and dan to celebrate TK 22nd bday. Will post up the pic once Van send me the pics. We went to City Space which is a Lounge at lv 70 for swissotel which was 1 floor above the famous equinox restaurant. The scenary at the pub was simply breathtaking and its worth while going all the way up 70th storey just to catch the night view of the city. A pity was that Van camera was too lao ya and could not really take a gd shot of the city night view haha. Its a pretty romantic place for couples to chill and spend some time together. Guess i will definitely bring my Gf there in the future.

2 more weeks and i will be ending my course!! Thats if i pass all my test.

Labels: you?

2009-02-01T17:46:00.003+08:00

Got back home from church today after having lunch with tk jackson and vanessa at airport food court. Went to cut my hair before haeding home and catching a nap. Tonight gonna book in again and it will be my 1 mth in my driving course and another month before i finsih my course provided i dun fail any tests.

After what jackson told me today i really felt wasted and haix if can turn back time i would seriously. But well i just cant do that. I dunno what to say but well lets juz wait and see how it goes ba. Now focusing on getting a car if possible and other things i also dun really bothered much le. Tired and run out of steam already. God pls revive me again !

Labels: Test of time

2009-01-31T23:36:00.002+08:00

Just passed my Land rover assesement ytd and that rounds up my class 3 driving and i will be touching on 3 ton next week onwards and i have my HSP test next week also. HSP= Highway situational problems. Its gonna be my 1 mth stay at the course after next week and times passes by super quickly.

Went out with tatkwek today and at least manage to catch up with him as we hardly see each other nowadays too as we are busy with our various NS stuff. ok la got to go slp le tmr still must wake up early go serve. nite peeps.

Labels: shld i still wait or let go?

2009-01-18T13:57:00.002+08:00

My first post to the new year in 2009. Kind of lagging but anyway its been a pretty smooth start to kick off the year. Currently i am undergoing my driver course at sembawang camp and will be back to my unit hopefully by 23 march. Driving so far been rather smooth as i gt a class 3 license but the challenging part will be when i drive 3 ton and 5 ton. Currently learning the land rover but is pretty chicken feet for me haha.

Many goals i want to set this year wait till i finalise it before posting it here. Really hope i can make full use of my year 2009 despite being in army and its like 1 year 4 mths more to ORD, roughly there cause i never go count the exact days.

Last week i gave her a letter regarding some personal stuff and still awaiting her reply. Really wonder what is going to happen but juz leave everything into God's hand. Tonight going to book in again cause my course is a stay in course. Yet to get my CNY clothes but guess i will be getting a new jeans thats all for this year. Blog again. Bye

Labels: I wonder if she knows she’s all I think about at night

2008-12-30T07:50:00.002+08:00

Just got back from Usher bbq cum chalet at changi aloha. It was a fun gathering and plus the fellowship with the fellow ushers and alot of photo taking session. Went to rent a car together with chris yesterday evening and was hoping i can fetch her somewher but in the end didnt cause i guess she was busy. I have the car till this evening 6pm before returning it so if she needs a car ride from me i will be there man haha. Yesterday night fetched ariel and michelle home and after that chris and louis came to my house to take a shower before heading back to the chalet. There were so much food left that we went back and ate more afterwhich play some rounds of card games and then too tired to continue le. After that chris wanted to leave early so i send him back home before coming back to chalet. Slept for awhile and went off together with louis feng ming and wen bin and finally back to home sweet home for me.

Dunno what will i be doing today but currently waiting for my hair to dry before going to sleep. Might be going down to the wake later to acc her if she is there la. But also dunno any plans yet so maybe later after i wake up then give her a call or wad ba. Shall go take a short nap first.

Labels: Usher appreciation night 08

2008-12-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

My blog kind of dead cause i hardly post anymore in fact actually i am doing all my blogging on my diary. Well it might sound girly or old-fashioned but i find more meaning in writing in a book then on virtual world haha.

Anyway just to update my friends around me what i'm currently doing and stuff i just blog alittle. I'm finally posted out of 42 SAR and posted to Paya lebar airbase in a unit call ISG. I forget what the initial for it but its some support unit between Army and Air force. My vocation over there is a driver and still awaiting for my course to start and life over here is HEAVENLY!!! haha. For those who know what i mean its jus really heaven over at my camp here haha. Plus mine is a 8-5 vocation.

Today rather slack day for me. Watched 2 movies in camp and slp before booking out. Now you know why i say my camp is heavenly right haha. At night met her up to pass her her christmas present and also offer to accompany her home la. Well was quite happy cause i hardly get to accompany her home so this is like one of the rare occassion la. All this entries are just briefly type here and the more inside wan is in my diary haha.

Labels: Loves the walk home

2008-11-30T17:34:00.002+08:00

Sian another 4 more hours i gonna book in again. Hate the feeling man. Still waiting for my down pes status and i wan get out of where i am now!! I have alot of things to say but somehow i just cant seems to type it out in words. How i wish i just can express everything out by typing but i got to find other source of expressing it. Next week start there will be RT( remedial training) on sat morning le means i this whole month saturday morning then can book out. Even though i on status i still got to be there and just rot my time away.

Around 1 month since i last saw her and i guess i have to wait till next weekend then i can see her again. Tried asking her out in the noon but she got to complete her assignment so in the end went out with jackson. Saw a long sleeve shirt that i fancy and might be getting it next week. 2009 wont be that a good year but i know 2010 will be the best year of my life cos i will be ORD-ing hahaha. Alright i will be going for a short cycle now before i have my dinner bye peeps take care.

Labels: Miss you badly

2008-11-30T02:14:00.000+08:00

I missed seeing you badly

Labels: YOU!

2008-11-16T17:55:00.002+08:00

Finally i reach 2k in my savings account just this week and 8k more to my targeted 10k in 2 years time. I love the feeling of saving up but i also want to spend alittle too. Miss my shopping dearly haha. And no more P plate for me also haha. Cause its 1 year since i last got my driving license.I got my driving license on 13 nov 07. Next week Asia Conf i also cant really enjoy and go for it cause i will be in camp so sian while everyone is so hype up for me i am just feeling normal about it. Anyway need to go le got to book in by 7pm. bye peeps.

Labels: 8k more to go!!

2008-11-09T15:40:00.004+08:00

Just book out not long ago only haix it was pretty sucky as we got to book in tonight at 2200. Don't understand why must they put a live firing on Saturday of all days and eat up our weekend and this morning still had to clean the stupid weapon. Seriously i can see the frustration in everyone when they keep on delaying our time today darn it man. Hopefully they keep to their words of extending our year end leave to make our our this 2 days. Anyway i was practically sleeping the whole day on saturday cause i was excuse from live range haha. So Craig and i was like zuo bo the whole day with the other excused personels. Next week got to book out again on Saturday cause it is our armour trade course POP. I dun care a shit about anything just waiting for my down pes status and change my vocation hopefully.

Didn't manage to talk to her much this week either. The distance seems to be drifting a far haix. I can't really do much also either so juz hope and pray something will work out. Seeing how Chen wei and his GF really make me envy him. He is one of the platoon mate and his GF always come and pick him up together with his dad at every book out. Where can u find a girl who would do that? Seriously its quite rare unless someone wants to prove me wrong about this fact. How i wish every book out a girl is there to wait for me haha. dream on dude lol. Seriously i MISS her badly!!

Labels: all about loving you

2008-10-28T17:29:00.006+08:00

4 more hours more to go before i'm back in camp. For those wondering why in the world am i blogging at this time of the day cause i took MC yesterday and booking in tonight instead of yesterday night. Intially wanted to get another MC ( with jackson support ) but in the end decided to go back ba haix. I seriously detest army life and if i were to go around asking fellow NSF i think they will give me the same answer too.

Been feeling emo nowadays over some issues in my life. Firstly is army followed by church life and personal life. Been thinking through alot this 2 weeks on what i want to do and stuff.

One area i ponder over is my future on what i want to do after my army life. I know now is like still 1 year 5 mth more to my ORD date but i still want to plan ahead. Thought of going back to study now is super strong since i'm in army. Given a choice now i rather study then serve the nation. More or less i will be going back to study but on what school and course i wanna take that will take some time for me to decide.

For church life, there is mothing much i can do also since i'm busy with most of the time serving the nation. Just hope that i can be more involve in UM since right now i cant help much cause of NS.

For personal life, well this i wont talk much maybe the close friends around me might know only. Actually i thought of writing down my personal life in a diary but i have been too lazy to start so i guess i will really start soon haha. All i can say i really miss someone alot haha. If back then i could wait for 1 year plus before giving up i guess waiting for her again this time wont be a problem. Seriously dunno what the future holds but i will continue to believe in it and visualizing it!

Labels: i was born to tell you i love you

2008-10-27T13:00:00.003+08:00

Its a long weekend for NSF this week cause today is deepavali but will be booking in tonight. Last week was a slack week for me cause last sunday night i was down with food poisioning and the whole of sunday night was like hell for me. So the whole of last week i was like practically resting.

Yesterday was like a emo day for me. Things was like super not going on well for me. There are just alot doubt in me and i am quite sick of this feeling already haix. I msg her yesterday and she also didnt want to reply me and she also like didnt want to talk to me. At night i went out with shunfu cause jackson just cant get the cg ppl organised to go out so i just left without them. Met shunfu for dinner and some light shopping and at night we wanted to go drink so we went to DXO at esplande to drink.Sean and his friends came to join us shortly after. Had a great time drinking and relaxing and with a live band around. I am shock to see how drunk sean and shunfu can become.its damn scarly la.even i wasnt that high like them. I think next time i wont be drinking that much next time cause i also was abit drunk and went i came home my whole face was red and having a bad headache.

The song your hearing on my blog is call 'Your call' by Secondhand Serenade. Its a lovely song which this guy compose and sing for his wife. http://www.lyricsmania.com/lyrics/secondhand_serenade_lyrics_8321/awake_lyrics_27854/your_call_lyrics_304975.html.
This is the website where u can get the lyric. Its really a meaningful song and i really love this song alot. Wanted to dedicate this song to her but haix next time ba.

Labels: shag day playing soccer

2008-10-19T19:42:00.001+08:00

moodless night

Labels: MOODY!

2008-10-12T01:12:00.002+08:00

Been a rather slack week for me in camp this week cause i was having status haha. Anyway will be going for my MRI scan on this coming monday and hope i can settle this quick. Yesterday night we booked out around 640pm and it was the first time booking out so early.

This morning went to eat lunch with my parents as usual before going home to pack my room alittle. Went to help her photocopy some exam papers for her to prepare for her upcoming papers. Met shunfu at orchard after that and we begin to shop but end of day we bought nothing but spend money on food haha. Talk cock with him alot and he shared with me alot of stuff too. Met her after that to pass her her stuff and its been like such a long long time since i went to her house to pass her things. As i was walking around the blocks of flats to the mrt, alot of memories just fills my mind about wad happened 5 years ago and how time flies. Ok anyway i am off to sleep. Blog again. Nite:)

LabelsL it was you

2008-10-05T18:10:00.002+08:00

Been some time since i last post an entry so just to reward my faithful reader with a post today haha. Life after BMT really sucks especially in armour. I dun want comment much about army life just in case i am being charged for talking about army stuff haha. Anw i just want to down pes of cause with geniune injury ( ya right! ). So just want to settle my army stuff fast and quicky go for my medical appointment.

I also dunno wad else to blog le. My life now only about army le pretty boring and nothing exciting la. My personal life ?? hmmm . Just realised after so many years the girl i still like is still her haix. But well just see how things goes on from now ba. Anyway the song on my blog is called 'Save You ' by simple plan. I like the chorus of this song alot, will post the lyrics another time. This song is dedicated to someone special so enjoy the song haha.

Labels: Detest army life

2008-09-11T09:31:00.004+08:00

Finally the lllloooonnnngggggggg awaited day had arrived!!! POP lo!!!!!!

On 10 sep 08 i finally made the transition from being a Recruit to a Private. At least being call a private is better then being call a recruit. It has been a long journey through out this 2 long months and its worth going through even though it was pretty tough but i still make it alive out of it. Currently on my block leave till next friday but i need to go back camp on mon and wed for training in morning cause i fail my ippt and on fri i will be starting my first guard duty.

This few days i guess i will be going to do some light excercise like swimming, jogging tennis and soccer. Will be doing some shopping too as i am really deprived of it for very long. Some cleaning up of my room is also needed as my room is pretty in a mess too. Now also a time for me to catch up with my friends and live a life of a "civillian" for a few days.

Labels: POP on 10 sep 08

2008-08-11T15:16:00.006+08:00

Some of the pictures taken yesterday. I know i look funny with little hair haha.

This morning went to play badminton with tk dan van and bryan at Geylang Serai CC. We played frm 10-1230 and it was pretty tiring for me and some of my muscle still aching now. After that we went to have our lunch at old church there the coffee shop as it was near by. Enjoy myself playing with them today cause i also very long never play sports since i enlist into army. Tonight going to book in to camp le so just take this time to rest and enjoy myself at home. Lastly just post this 1 last picture.

This picture was taken around 1 mth ago on the week i was enlisting. I like this pic alot cause of my hair !!!!!! hahahahaha!!!

Labels: book in day

2008-08-10T23:03:00.006+08:00

Finally i am back!! Didnt manage to blog the last 2 days cause i have been out. Had my field camp last week so only manage to book out on friday. Overall it was a good experience but i wont want to go back again haha. Will blog out the events of things i did for the past 2 days.

Fri: It was book out day!! Went out with my parents to have supper at he ji bao at aljunied. After that went to catch the movie " The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor " with Tk Van and Gor @ cineleisure. It has been ages since i last catch my movie so kinda miss that experience haha. After that we went to have bridge session before going to bugis mac to have breakfast. i remember my last mac breakfast was when i send sean off to army.

Sat: Slept for 5 hrs before going out for lunch with family before heading down to cg. Miss Cg alot after being away for 2 weeks. Cg celebrated my birthday and we went to have dinner after that. After dinner soem of us headed over to dan house for majong session and some of us just slack around.

Sun: Almost overslept for service but thank God that my dad woke me up and i still manage to reach church on time. After service when to airport fish & co with tk dan and van. I thought we were just going there to have a meal but it turn out they were treating me and celebrating my birthday there. It was one of the most embarassing birthday i had cause they sabo me. The staff ask me to stand on a chair while everyone at the place was looking at me and singing me a birthday song. oh my gosh van and dan i'm gonna kill u guys la !! But it was a great time with my 3 close friends. SPECIAL THANKS to my 3 buddies for organising this!! After that we met shunfu to go down to orchard to shop. Met up with jianrong and sean over at taka. Walked around taka and head over to paragon after that. Went over to Muji and we bought food. After that shunfu wanted to eat sushi teh and we jokingly ask him to treat haha. We paid our own meal at the end of it anyway. Very tempted to post the sabo video we took cause we played number game and almost everyone kanna the wasabi plus the chicken skin. It was really a crazy time together with the rest and everyone really enjoy themselves. I will post the pics taken today when van send me the pics.

Though my 21st birthday was like pretty so so only but really thanks to my buddies for going out with me and having meals with me. This are the friends i really treasure alot. Thanks to my parents for giving me ang bao also and my aunty for giving me a top , wallet and making my fav cheese cake for me. Thanks van for her tees , choco and card. Thanks Tk for ur ang bao haha. Thanks daniel for the birthday cake and treats. How i wish she remember my bdae and wishes me too but she didnt haix. Anyway i have been enjoying myself and tmr will need to book in cause of some reasons. Anyway i will be back again after 1 week so till then dudes. Night!!

Labels: 21st birthday

2008-07-27T15:14:00.002+08:00

Exactly 5 more hours before i book in again. The feeling of booking out is fabulous but the feeling of booking in is really crap to the core. I still got to pack my bag later and slack awhile at home before booking in again. Having a headache now so maybe will go take a nap and pack my bag later on. First time on sunday that i will go home so early and kind of not used to it. For the next 2 weeks i also wont be around cause my field camp will be on 1 Aug so it will eat up my next weekend hence i will be away for 2 weeks.

Weekend seriously past by very fast and the time in the camp is like damn slowwwwwwww. It seems yesterday was just my book out day and i am going back in again haix. I seriously miss the world outside of army and it could be quite depressing at times. I miss my family, my friends, the girl i like, my house and shopping! Its my nap time so i see ya guys again in 2 weeks time. In the meantime take care guys miss u guys alot!!!

Labels: 2 more weeks in "jail"

2008-07-27T00:14:00.004+08:00

I post a post yesterday night and i think it didnt went through so got to blog again. Anyway on fri night i book out from camp and home sweet home till sunday night where i got to book in again. And the next 2 weeks i will be confirn again cause i am having my field camp from 1 Aug to 8 Aug. Thank God that i manage to survive this 2 weeks in BMT cause it wasnt easy especially the first few days cause i was having home sickness and i could not adapt to life in army. Slowly adapting to life inside even though i dont want to haha. My Platoon Commander and Platoon sergeant are so fast the best people around in the Company so at least i never kanna so much from them individually and as a platoon.

Thank God that also through my this army i have been much closer to my family this 2 weeks and really see things becoming better in the family as in now i will talk more to my parents and i will show more concern for them too. i really hope to see a breakthrough in this area.

Today went for cg meeting and it was great to see familiar faces once again after so long and really miss them alot!! After cg fellowship with some of the members and after that slack around. After that had dinner at 85 with some of them and after that we chill awhile before heading home. Times seems to past by super fast when you spend your weekend and when your in camp time past like damn slow. Going to watch some tv before i go sleep so mayb i will blog again tmr. nite peeps.

Labels: 1 year 9 months and 2 weeks

2008-07-11T00:35:00.002+08:00

A few more hours and it will be my turn to serve the nation and botak!! haha. Anyway thks everyone whu have been treating me to meals or going out with me really appreciate all that u guys been doing. Its getting nervous n exciting for me as i start another new phase of my life. This post is dedicated to all my friends out there. Keep shinning and all the best in every area of your life. I sounded like i'm dying. haha. I'm gonna MISS everyone so much!! i see u guys in 2 weeks time. CHEERS. GOD BLESS :)

labels: Serving the nation!

2008-07-09T00:58:00.004+08:00

Felt very blessed and loved as i have been out lately meeting friends and family for meals or just to go out. Todae my Uncle brought me out for dinner tgt with my ah ma, dad and sister. My Mum was at work so she could nt join us for the dinner. We went to a Zhi Cha stall at joo chiat area which is famous for its Crabs. I can't remember the stall name but i know its famous and always have to queue very long but today is a weekday so we didn't have to queue at all. Ordered black pepper crabs, fried you tiao, fried lemon chicken, Hor fun, xiao bai cai and mee goreng. All the food were delicious especially the black pepper crab and the fried you tiao. Its highly recommended by me haha. My Uncle also gave me an Ang bao of $100 and thanks for the blessings!!

After that head down over to marina square to find my section ushers and also my Comms ppl. Didnt join my sect ushers that long cause i was with the comms ppl but its a long story. Anyway thank guys for the card its really nice of u guys and really like it alot. After that went over to starbucks with the comms ppl and they gave me a shirt. Left for home ard 1120pm.

Felt so blessed the last few days fellowshiping with many people and receiving gifts too. 2 more days to my enlistment. Its been a long journey but my journey to becoming a man has juz begun.

Labels: 2 more days

2008-07-07T23:28:00.003+08:00

Sat (5/7)

Went out to have dinner with jade at airport at night with jeremy and ariel also. Cause Jeremy and her are flying to U.K on a business trip and returning on this coming sat so she wanna meet me for a meal before i go into NS. Had a great time eating and fellowshipping with the rest. My cg gave me a hat for my parting gift to NS and aiming gave me a hat too. Thanks everyone whu wrote on my card also.

Sun (6/7)

Brought 5 trial ushers around the hall and sharing with them more about minstry and 1 of them joined the misntry after service while the rest are still considering about it. After service had Customer service training with the leaders and i learnt alot out of it. She was there too haha. After that went with yanbing to airport to lunch and catch up too. At night met up with some of my cg peeps for dinner cause they wanna have a meal with me before i go in NS. Wen kai, vanessa, daniel, benedict, alvin, sean, jiawen, glenn and bryan were there and really thank them for making an effort to come. Really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Thanks!!

Mon (7/7)

Today went with my family to have lunch and after that went to joo chiat complex to make my specs but in the end i juz bought my specs hook and watch. After that i went with Sean to get my army stuff at tampines and also catch up with him alittle. Sean gave me a card and a book but i already got the book so maybe he is going to change it and the card he wrote was damn funny. Today i saw one of the contestants from ' You are the one' the tv show on Chn U . i dunno if thats the show name cause i kinda forget about it le haha. At night went to have jamming with dan, ben, sj, yh, wm, jr and gordon. After so long finally we come tgt to jam and it was kinda good even though we never jam tgt for months le. I really hope this band can really stay and be tgt and not like delirious disband. So daniel the baton is passed to you. Jiayou!! hahahaha~

Labels: 3 more days!!

2008-06-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

Just realised that i have not been blogging for weeks and some ppl has been pestering me to blog haha.11 more days to my enlistment and the countdown is getting more and more sian as the days goes by. Been spending time and going out last week with friends, Cg members and Family. Went out several time last week and i lost track of where i went to and what we did.

Yesterday was a long day for me. Was on duty serving for Svc and PM and after which had hall shifting. I helped awhile for hall shifting and after that left for home with some of my members as it was my mum birthday and my family was having dinner outside. Went to old airport road hawker centre to eat with my family, we orded 2 plates of pock chop, 2 plates of zhi cha, 1 plate of satay and some drinks. If it was in the past i think that i won't be down there eating with my family but as i grew older i felt that family also plays a important part in my life so i decided to take some time out and celebrate my mum birthday also. I have yet to give her a present but will be going to look for one in the weekdays. I really hope my mum did enjoy the dinner yesterday night!! Later at night daniel, benedict and yongheng came to my house to watch the Euro 2008 finals and played majong too.

Today went to play tennis with yumei, daniel, benedict and jianrong at benedict condo. I think that i am super duper addicted to tennis already but i am going to NS soon so cant really play much also. I guess i will invest in a tennis racket in the future and make this a sports for myself. Was pretty fun playing today and i think i am getting better too haha. After that had dinner and went back home.

Was just pondering over some stuff just now after viewing Dreamfactory profile and some of their vids on youtube. Felt wasted that my band was in a way disband after coming together for like some time even though there were like 2 or 3 changes of members and people joining in too. Everyone do have different interest and type of songs they want play and is really hard to find people who can really agree with you 100%. I really wan to be in a band again and jamming like the good old days with my friends but i guess everyone going their own way le haha. I really want to play music again this year as i have not been playing much for cg this year and also in the band. Really wish to play my guitar once again playing for cg and also in the band but NS is a hindrance now!! Everyone has so much potential, so much passion but always our human nature fails us time and time again. Truely our greatest enemy is ourselves. sigh.

Anyway, was just pondering over this last week. I think i will set a 5 years goal from now what i want to see myself become. It is still in its baby stage so nothing is finalise yet. This are the goals i wish to see myself become or what i want to get at the end of my 5 years. So at least in life there is something i wanna see myself becoming and getting too. Just so side track alittle, she is going to have her driving lesson tmr so dropped her a message today. It wasnt a veri long conversation but its better then having nothing. Really hope and pray she will passed her driving test tmr! All the best! I know she wont see this but i am cheering you on! haha.

Labels: What are your goals?

2008-06-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

Today went to send TK off to Tekong as he had juz started his 2 years "imprisonment". My own "imprisonment" will come in 28 days time. So todae sean hanxian and myself went to send Tk off ard 1 plus in the noon and like wad sean say mindef is really very "efficient" in handling stuff la..We que for the bus from 115 to 2 la. How 'EFFICIENT" can it be right!! So we took the bus from Pasir ris interchange to Changi ferry terminal to board the ferry to Tekong. I was telling sean that from afar the place really look like chalet like that, even nicer den some of the chalet or bbq place out in Singapore la haha. Upon arrival the enlistees and their parents or friends were seperate into 2 group. Tk dunno go wad hall with the enlistees while we went on a tour around to one of the school and ok la living condition is for humans there. After the mini tour we were back in the auditorium where everyone was gathered back with some videos and some crap talking by the CO haha . OOPS! After that it was a meal at the cook house and had some final moments with Tk before we went off. Gonna miss you buddy will keep ya in prayers too!!

After that we went to haji lane to shop and benedict came to join us too. haji lane shopping was a litte disappointing and after that we head to raffles City to had out ben & jerry ice-cream. Shop around at raffles city for awhile. I saw another agnes B bag that i like and i'm now considering whether shld i get tt instead or just wait for my that previous one that caught my eye. Wanted to get a tee from fcuk but i think sun i will go to the one at wisma to look for it. I'm also looking for a black pull over from muji and mayb a polo tee if possible. looks like i am on a shopping spree. haha

Labels: TK into NS and my turn soon!

2008-06-10T23:31:00.003+08:00

I hate to be sick and ytd i lost the battle to be well haha. Yesterday at work i think i gotten the flu virus from pamela. Of all person i had to get it but at least a day of rest at home was good haha. On the way home yesterday was with ben pam and pam's friend on the mrt, suddenly i felt giddy and had a blackout on the train. But thank God that i had friends around me and i was not alone. So alighted at eunos mrt and ben offer to acc me to see a doctor. The doctor say that the blackout was due to the fact that the head did nt have enough blood running to the head and also because i was having a fever. I was a victim of PAMELA FLU!! ARGH!! Thanks to some of my friends for their concern and their msg :)

Something to take note of: NEVER go to work if you are sick!!

Labels: SICK

2008-06-01T23:07:00.004+08:00

Apologise to my faithful readers for not blogging recently. Firstly, i finally FINISHED my Building Fund today!! Really thank God for this 6 months where i've been stretch financially but i was able to overcome it and fulfill my pledge. Secondly, i received my pay from my work and i used part of the amount to pay for my building fund and my tithe. I am also gonna get my agnes.b bag after failing to find it on fri and today so i am going back to raffles city outlet tmr to check it out again.

Today did T2 for duty with tze hwa this time round overseeing me. It came to past that it really rain in the morning but till like 8am afterwhich it was hot like mad lo. Preparation took longer as usual and a few incidents took place plus my HPY set was down so i did pretty alot of multi tasking today but everything run smoothly la. After svc kept my T2 stuff and after that help the rest in the shifting over to hall 1. Met up with jade plus belinda and louis cause jade wanted to talk to them so i sat in. After that acc jade back to hall 1 and pass a birthdae present to someone. hahas. oh man i dunno why i so paiseh and that jade was like keep asking me to go in. But ok la hope she like the gift. haha. Carrie seems to like the gift alot when she saw it keep saying it was sweet haha. Anyway i just bought a box and inside filled it with stars and sweets plus chocolates and with a card in it and tie a ribbon on the outside of the box. Should have taken a picture of it lo haha.

Left around 4 plus to meet shunfu to go orchard to shop. After that jiawen and daniel came along to find us. i saw a top i quite like at far east and maybe next week i will go back to get it. I really pray that shirt will still be down there cause usually when i want to go back again to get the stuff it's always gone!! So i pray in jesus name that when i go back again to buy it will be there. Off to rest as i am super tired now. Night peeps!

Special thanks to van and bryan for accompanying to buy the present and their valuable advice. Tk for his crappy and wise advice. Carrie for her encouragement (if not i will ask jade to pass to her instead le haha) .

Labels: Great Day!!

2008-05-21T23:49:00.003+08:00

Oh man i am going into army on 11th July. i am posted to 42 singapore armoured regiment camp is somewhere at boon lay!!!! my gosh la its like so damn far from my house la. If i kanna commando or guards the camp will be in the east but more tough la. Finally i am going to army and going botak!! I was hoping that i can go to Police or go to Tekong for my BMT but in the end kanna Unit haix. But i will always remember that God will not put me in a place that i cant handle. Maybe he has a plan for me and want me to reach out to the people there. Even though i kinda dread going in but at least i am going in early and dun want to delay even longer. So i must now start to train my physical aspects le ,guess i am going to train my running twice a week and do some intense excercise also. At least i am in the same unit as weijie. haha.

Labels: Going botak soon!!

2008-05-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

Been busy working for the past few days so hardly online when i am back home from work. Usually when after work dan ben and i will go eat and then by the time i am home will be quite tired. So usually after doing my stuff and taking a bath i will go sleep le. Work has been so good so far just that a little tiring talking on the phone from 945 - 545. I have a phobia against calling people and talking with people on the phone after being on the phone for up to 7 hours but its less then that la cause i will take breaks in between too.

Did T2 for duty today and it was pretty ok for my first time just that my ushers taking the sets were not that sharp but overall it was ok la. Fullfill what i want to serve as T2 cause i can sun tan!! haha!! Thanks melvin for helping me also cause he was overseeing me for duty today and pretty soon i will be doing it myself. Saw her this moring also. Was quite surprised to see her on the train platform and understand that SOT had PM at 7am. GOSH!! so early !! Was talking to Louis about having a Sect Prayer meeting with the usher at 7 on duty week. haha. Do you guys want it!! haha!!

After duty went Marina Square to have lunch with Chris ,Louis ,Dean and Darrell at Carl Junior and jackson happened to be at MS so we exchange our ipod back. After that we went to play lan at dhoby ghoat after that louis and i took the train home. It was a good time talking to louis teaching abt the minstry stuff and sharing stuff with him. I think i wanna spend more time with my sect rising up leaders and really to train them up and really teaching them not only about operational side of the minstry but also spiritual stuff. Really pray that God can use me to make a difference in the ushers life and really training them up to another level.

labels : Tired but happy day

2008-05-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

Been working this past few days at my telemarketing job. Currently i'm doing a project calling on behalf of Fedex so we need to undergo intensive training b4 we are allow to call our customer. Daniel and i plus 2 more ppl are doing this project currently. Its been boring the past few days cause we were having meeting, going through role play or just sit at our desk to surf the web or use msn. So basically its pretty easy money for us la haha. Tmr we will be calling 5 customers as trial and our conversation will be recorded and send to the overall project manager in HK. 1 project and its so troublesome and i dunno how many hundreds of role play we have tried haha. But i'm looking foward to the harvest which is everyone fav !! PAY DAY!!! haha. Quite amazed by myself that i didnt really feel tired at this job but probably juz one of the days when i only dozed off for awhile. Hope that i can earn enough money for me to be able to go for a holiday to Hong Kong before going into NS.

Labels: Work = Pay

2008-05-04T00:00:00.001+08:00

Been sick for the last few days having fever and flu and still yet to recover but by FAITH i will be healed. So i didnt went to work on fri and on sat for my zone PM also. Been resting at home for the past 2 days and still comtemplating whether to go work tmr haha. Todae also serve for svc as B1 as chris was sick so i got to take over his position. After svc did oscar and it was my 2nd time doing verifier duty. Went to had lunch with some of the ushers before heading home as i was pretty tired so went home to catch a slp till 7 plus before i had my dinner.

Oh yar also wanted to thank ariel cause she bought for mi liang cha this morning knowing that i was sick. Was quite surprised when she pass it to me and it was really sweet and nice of her!! Thanks Ariel !! (If you are reading this haha ). Once again thanks sweetyyyy. haha.

And also happy birthdae to VANESSA!!! Surprised ar. Anw free publicity for u on my blog to announce ur birthday to the world ar. This is valid only for 1 day so pls make good use of this. haha!!

labels: Sweet

2008-05-01T21:31:00.002+08:00

Wed: Started work together with dan and ben. Reached the company at 10pm and we were shortly break into our own group. Ben was doing the IBM project together with gordon and Co while Dan and i are doing the Fedex want which is a new project. So practically the whole day we been doing trainning n role play which was kinda sian and tmr we will be doing the same thing also which is more sian.

Thurs: This morning went out to eat with my parents for breakfast b4 joining some of the usher peeps at sentosa. Met up with chris, louis, alvin, darrell, pinde and his CGM. There were like so many ppl at sentosa today and everywhere was so crowded. Played volleyball today and was pretty good at my serving haha. We were struggling to walk on the hot sand and it really burnt the sole of my feet and became tanner after today tan. One of the reason why i wanna go to sentosa cause i wanted to have a tan. After that didnt join them for a meal as i was playing soccer so rush down to eunos met dan up b4 gg to the place. Played till 7 plus had our dinner and went home. Feeling pretty worn out today and i am going to sleep early tonight as tmr i have to go to work.

Labels: Loves Sentosa

2008-04-25T23:41:00.002+08:00

Finally got a job today after going for a interview together with daniel. I will be working as a telemarketer somewhere near great world city. Even though its not the job i want to do but i want to start work asap so that there will be some cash flow in and i can pay off my building fund and help my family out in the financial side too and of cause get my Agnes.B bag if possible haha. I will be paid $6.50/hr and will be starting work next tue but in the mean time i will also look out for admin jobs also cause i want to have some experience working in office.

Just finished watching Surivior and it really show me the ugly side of humanity. How people can backstab and bad-mouth just for the sake of winning. How cruel humans can be especially girls when in the show the girls are the bad ones and the guys are being voted off 1 by 1. Nothing against girls but the show just shows the ugly side of yours. haha. Don't come bashing on me. But in actual fact i think thats the real life work out there. I experienced some while in secondary and alittle when working part-time or my attachment days. It will be welcome to the world soon for me after my NS. haha.

Was talking to chris just now and yea he asked me so what am i gonna do after he give some advice to me last week. Well all i could say was i didnt did anything. Wanted to msg her this week but in the end fail to do so haha. So hopefully next week i will la.

Labels: Starting work next tue

2008-04-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

Today woke up super early around 540 to prepare to go church and serve cause need to reach at 7am to practise guitar with jade cause she leading worship for today leaders meeting. Sang the song alleuia to christ the lord and felt it was good maybe if longer can really take some time to worship. Did bravo 1 for duty and Chris was my bravo 2. Today Eugene and jade was overall in charge for duty cause lisan was not around today. Today we lay alot of chairs and i want to do h1 or h2 and lay chairs!! Hope it will be my turn soon la. My duty today was like one of my better duties cause everything was good an i was sharp on the net and it was a good duty la i felt. After Service did attendance and it was a record breaking time to do the service attendace. I took like 3 hrs to do the attendance!! Cause todae i need to edit the floorplan alot cause we added alot of chairs and the excel sheet formula was not accurate so i had to redo the entire whole zone. I didnt know abt the formula thing until Eugene told mi about it and he taught me how to do it. Both of us were pretty stressed by it as we were being hurried by so we manage to do everything and print it out before the EM meeting start. Thank God that Eugene was there to help me and he was patiently teaching me if not i do till at night also cant finish la.

It been sometime since i last serve with Eugene and ok la i know how he will run the hall and stuff cause he used to be my Section Leader back in Jurong West days. He is one of the leaders in the minstry that i really look upon and really admired, the other one is qing ni my another ex-leader also. Both of them really taught mi alot in the misntry back in JW days and really mould me to whom i am today so i am really thankful to them. Must remember to call him tmr to ask for debrief. Its been a long day today and i didnt went out la . Left expo ard 6+ after some fellowship with some of the grp 3 leaders at expo then head back home le. Oh yar! I saw her for svc ytd and today also. haha. Sound pretty random but felt happy when i saw her. haha.

labels: Memorable attendance!!

2008-04-15T22:34:00.002+08:00

A quick summary on what been happending the past few days

Fri(11/4) - Went out with some of the Cg guys plus dan friend xinxian to have dinner and fellowship. When to Raffles City food court to have our meal after which head over to marina square to eat BK cause Hanxian haven had his dinner. Played a few round of bridge and Bluff and it became somehow dry. Some joker wanted to paly Indian poker with sabo. To view the sabo click on the link given. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5pZ45U9ryY .

Sat(12/4) - Had Cg in the noon and head down to service with fabian, shun fu, glenn and jianrong. When for sat svc cause sun i will be going to sentosa for usher outing. Pastor preach a very good message that day even though i heard it more then once. It was about prayer and in cg we learn about excellence. Felt really challenged in svc that i shld pray more everydae so gonna increase my prayer time more.

Sun(13/4) - Went down to sentosa in the morning with chris, louis and chris friend. Finally i was able to sun tan cause i have been procrastinating about wanting to sun tan. In the noon the rest of the ushers came down and we had some fun, mad and crazy time together. It was good to see some of the ushers really enjoying themselves and i know that planning the outing didnt went down the drain. Quite surprised to see some ushers who where quiet during duty became a different person. After that we went to had dinner at harbour front interchange the hawker centre. Went over to shang house at 10 to catch soccer with tk , dan , shang and glenn. Went home after bathe and knock out on the bed.

Tmr will be going for a job interview with daniel and i really hope i am able to get the job cause i rejected a bank job to go for this interview so i really hope and pray that i get in this job if not i m gonna kill myself for it la. haha. Suppose to go work with dan at night to work with wayne they all but wayne say the boss only want either me or dan so in the end i let the job to dan instead. Its like 1 month since i grad and i still cant find a job, guess i have been resting enough and i really need a job to pay finish my last lap of my building fund so GOd pls provide a way for me !!!

Labels: in you i trust

2008-04-08T23:44:00.005+08:00

Today met up with Sean, daniel , bryan and fabian to Botak jones @ Bedok outlet for lunch. Bryan organised this meal for Sean cause he is going for NS tmr morning le and tmr morning we meeting him for breakfast @ Mac also.

My Cajun Chicken

Daniel, Bryan, Chai Huat, Sean , Fabian (left to right)

Labels:Botak jones @ Bedok

2008-04-07T15:01:00.002+08:00

Friday:

Met up with Sean, bryan, hanxian, shang, joe for dinner at Marina Sq food court. Didnt want to go de but sean sae he going so i dun mind going along also. Bryan was a subject of "abuse" from all of us but mostly from shang la keep "touching and molesting" him la .haha. But it was a fun and crazy time fellowshipping with them la.

Saturaday:

It was the first cg under Aiming and it was prety good. Like the way she lead us in worship and really moving in the spirit cause personally for myself i prefer longer worship. Fellowship with the members after cg @ val house followed by more bridge. haha. After that some of the ppl whu went for svc came to Mac to join us to eat and followed by home sweet home.

Sunday:

It was my sunday duty for usher and did bravo 1. I felt it was on of my worse duty up to date. Even lisan ask mi what happened to me over the net why my comns skill todae so bad. I didnt know what happened to me and jade after svc ask mi what happened to me todae. Lisan thought i was like drain out from serving and etc la but that wasnt the case la but i guess it was a duty that things didnt turn out well la . Even my bravo 2 (Chris) did better , i tink. After svc did attendace for the svc and had a short meeting with jade and the leaders to discuss and finalise the outing details. After that left church with daniel n jas and we saw suzy and wen bin so just chatted as we go to our destination. When with daniel to his sound meeting as i tink when i join the cg they sure zhao le so see no point in going over la. After that Sean, wen kai, jianrong and benedict came over to riverwalk to wait for daniel also before we went over to Minds Cafe to play games. Me and daniel make a good team as we won the game (forget what that board game). After that went to Central to have dinner and TCC to chill out.

After that left with daniel to join the rest to go to celebrate Char surprise birthday. Me and dan talked alot abt the cg stuff and finally someone agree with me on pertaining some cg stuff. At least i feel i am standing alone and doing all this. Went over to char hse to celebrate and she was surprised to see us there. First time i saw char w/o her make up on and i tink she looks nice w/o make up le. Cause personally i feels that girl w/o make up are always the prettiest. Will post the picture we took ytd when tk send to me tonight.After that Tk send mi and glenn home while val send the rest home. I was the last to be dropped home and i had a chat with tk in the car for like 1hr+. We talked abt what has really been happending recently , Cg stuff , personal stuff and minstry stuff. It seems God had arrange all this cause intially i didnt want to go celebrate char bdae cos i was super tired le and if i nv go den tk wont be sending mi home and there wont be this chat with him. Actually last few weeks oso nt realli happy with stuff surrounding us and at least we shared about it and i felt that the friendship was on the rock but ok at least i am Glad that things work out well la. Cheers dude :)

Labels: still expecting to get a job

2008-04-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

Today went out wif sean and jiawen. Went with sean to the "army market " to get some of his army stuff cause he is going in to NS next tue le. Poor sean. haha. After that head down to Taka to go for my interview at recruit express, but it turn out that there is no such person i wanted to look for so i didnt bother much and walk away. i remember that ying wei ask mi to call his friend regarding a job opportunity and his friend will get back to me asap. After that we went to shop around orchard and sean and i saw a bag that we both like it alot. Its from Agnes.B (french brand) and its a sling bag costing 375 after discount ( picture shown below ). I really like that bag alot but for now don't think i will get it till i am more fiancially able to do so.

-Agnes.B bag-

Shortly jean gave mi a call to ask mi abt comns maintainence this sun after which i asked her she have any job in hand and she told mi that her company need people and its located at Ubi which is near my place. I really pray n hope that i be able to get that job la so can cut short my journey time and etc. Its a Admin cum receptionist job which i m fine with it .God pls give mi the job!! After that we met up with daniel to go down to see ben perform for his assignment @ esplande. After that we went to marina square to eat Carl's Junior, a few rounds of bridge and home sweet home. Going to read my Details magazine now.

Labels: wants the Agnes.B bag badly!!

2008-04-01T22:20:00.002+08:00

Just realised i haven been blogging for like 2 weeks. Was busy with easter 2 weeks ago and looking for jobs too. I have yet to find a job so i am still searching for it la , so if u guys have any jobs pls do let me know. Seriously need to find a job cause my family fiancial status is not doing very well so i hope i be able to ease my family burden too and also to clear my Building Fund which i am struggling to pay off now.

The song ur hearing on my blog is called 'Make it with you' by Olivia Ong. Shes a singaporean but further her career in japan at her youth. I m quick surprised she is just 23 years old which is 2 years older den me haha. She has a sultry, soulful, pristine and innocent vocals which i find it very nice and to my liking. If you wan her songs can get it from me haha.

Been rotting at home recently as i'm still finding a job. How i envy those that have work and how those at work envy me of slacking at home. Haha. Enjoy the song on my blog and have a great week ahead :)

Labels: i love the way you look

2008-03-15T22:40:00.002+08:00

haix..it came as a pretty shocking news to all of us ..charmaine will be stepping down from full time minstry to full time working life..so we will be having a new cgl and be in a new zone 2 weeks from now..thats realli a big change for all of us la having been tgt as a cg for like close to 2 years and for myself under char for like close to 4 years plus our days at e345..Changes are always hard to take at first but after awhile it shld be ok..well i guess..wonder how will it be like under a new cgl and being in a new zone..This will be like my first time moving into another zone and will get some time to be used to it ..so anw charmaine jiayou in ur new work life ba :) ok la gtg prepare my stuff for tmr n slping soon..nite.

Labels: New cgl and new zone

2008-03-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

Finally had my last paper today and unoffically i graduate from my sch le ..hahas..got to wait for my graduation which is around late may..ok so now its Pre-Ns days for me ..hahas..Awaiting for my letter for enlistment hopefully i am joining the police !!hahas..GOd thats where i want to go..hehe..ok la so in the mean time i will be looking for jobs to earn some cash for my building fund and also for my trip to HK during June..i am like so excited for my trip to HK PROVIDED i have the cash to go la ..Todae went out with jackson jianrong bryan and sean to some light shopping..Pretty fruitful as i saw some stuff that i liked but didnt got my hands on it yet..saw a sneaker at Pedro that i quite like it but i cant find it anywhere online..hahas..next i saw a tee at bugis street ( my quest appearance to there cause bryan wanted to go dere go get smt ) that i quite like it , it was from freshbox a tee with a pic of a guitar n a headphone..quite creative la the tee..
I really want to work to earn some money instead of idling at home everyday..oh yar will be gg to the gym regularly from now onwards..I juz had a new plan for myself todae..i will have a 5 years plan of owning a car..Probably will get a Suzuki Swift or a Mitsubishi Colt..This are the 2 cars that caught my eyes and its a pretty realistic target also la ..wanted a mini cooper but it cost a bomb..Today fellowship with the rest was pretty fruitful..its was like ages since i last went out with jackson also so todae decided to jio him out despite the heavy down pour..was pretty reluctant to go out but promise bryan will go out with him todae so didnt care much about the weather and just went out la ..haha..looking for shopping peeps whu can go shopping with me also..so if u have a job offer , can go gym , can go shop ........PLS LOOK FOR ME !!..haha..
Oh yar i also finish watching both seasons of HEROES finally..haha..i noe i am abit slow..its better to be slow then never..hahas..its a nice show and i am itching for volume 3...stylar is back..oh man!!.hahas

labels: pedro shoe , Tees and CAR

2008-03-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

Looks like its been some time i last blog ar..so van tk n glenn i am updating my blog now ar...Van enjoy reading the post while ur slacking in ur office doing nothing but reading ppl blog ar..TURN behind and the camera is looking at you!!..so for goodness sake pls stop slacking ar..ask that Tk chop the stamp faster ar..so slow..even the aunty can do faster then him..ask that mr liew read this post n stop going there to earn 1.5k for free ar..Todae service was realli veri good!i was impacted by pastor message..to sumarise up the msg it was about servanthood..i felt some points pastor share really relevant that i can share with my team ushers or maybe next duty share it with my Section ushers..Pastor talked abt excellence which i felt it was very true..Thats why nowadays when i see ppl late for duty i will juz shake my head and walk off w/o correcting them so after todae message i will not juz sae nothing but instead teach them about excellence..When we serve God really got to put in our best be it being on time for duty , laying the chair or laying the bulletin. It may juz be a very role you are doing but God sees everything even when no man sees it ..so lets really be ppl of excellence yea!! After service , TK , van , val , glenn and myself waited for jas to finish her children church interview..finally glad to see her joining a minstry after so long ar..van also ar so hope to see u guys serving again..just to side track alittle , van if ur doing chorus board dun show ur msn screen on the main LED ar ... LOL!!..oops..we went over to airport food court to eat , dan and charmaine came to join us half way ...

After that the rest of us went to Marine SQ to chill out at swensen..i went to look for sean and jianrong to do some little shopping with them as usual la ..hahas...at some funny and stupid discussion as we were shopping..After that we went to join the rest at swensen and play some bridge over there ( someone was getting addicted to the game). After that went over to Food court to had our dinner..After dinner played more games of bridge ( someone was so excited to play again!) . Dan was getting quite frustrated with this particular person ar cause this person was so blur la and half way the game show "temper" ..hahaha!!..i tink the person reading this knows that i am refering to him / her..hahaha..After that it was home sweet home..

Labels : tired day

2008-02-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

How my new wallpaper and pics? haha..a make over from the previous one cos the previous one quite out-dated le ..anw thks to loh jiawen for helping mi with this blog make over..haha..i very long never update my blog meh it was like updated on wed and van sae i never update.rubbish la she..oops..haha..ok la ytd was a pretty long dae..as usual , sundays are always a long day but i enjoy it though..oh yar did my first verifier duty on sat ..it was pretty easy la and i caught hold of wad to do le..after that suppose to meet cg go eat but they like gg to leave quite soon so didnt went with them..wanted to eat with solomon but he oso like haven done with his stuff so i wait till sian so went home and eat ..Next day didnt nid to serve but had trainer training with yew weng but he wasnt feeling well so didnt had lesson..so when to join my cg for pre-svc PM ..was quite surprised pst didnt want a keyboard for Pm but atmosphere was veri good despite the lack of instrument..was rechared after the PM as i was quite physically tired ..svc was great as usual..after svc had PM but last minute go to go do comns stock checking ...left at 430 to go join chris, sherman and louis go makan..we went to long john silver @ MS to eat and after that went to Esplande to slack and talk la ..after that went over to raffles place there to enjoy sea breeze and talk..LOL..great time talking to this bros of mine ..

Juz now TK , Dan and Gordon came over my house to play majong..i tink i oso quite sian of majong le la ..haha..just now gordon told mi some things that realli make mi boil..i dun tink gordon will bluff mi la..but if what he tell mi is true i realli have no comment on that person sia..i will make sure he have no father dae la (jkjk!). That person like to Backstab ppl rite i will make sure he have a taste of his own medicine one day..But all this are just one sided story and i never hear it myself..so sigh..arghh..Sometimes human have nothing better to do or are their life too free le ..lol..Nevermind i will go find out wad happened..If realli thrue i realli have nth to sae ..but i believe in seed time harvest..U reapt what you SOW :) I will see how it goes..Justice belongs to the righteous ...Just to side track alittle ...F.I.R is coming to my church this weekend !!! oh man i wanna take pic with them lo but i am serving ..nvm will try to sneak away when got opportunity..haha..

Labels: Updated!!

2008-02-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

todae was late for my test @ 8am , i reached sch ard 840 but my teacher was ok wif mi late cos i wasnt the only one late..haha..manage to do my last practical of my sch life cos the day b4 we did a identical practice ..My teacher did help mi abit cause i forget some of the steps and he minus 10 marks from mi la ..ouch!!..but the minus of marks didnt realli affect much too..after test went to eat with some of my classmate and then went for lesson b4 heading home ..met up with chris and louis @ city hall to chill out n discuss some section stuff...after that had dinner at AMK Hub @ fish & co with jade louis and sherman..quite a random dinner cause suppose to be chris louis and myself but that chris PS us so we found another alternative , calling Jade and sherman for dinner lo..had a great time fellowshiping with all of them..after that head for home...i am going to take a short nap b4 Tk ,Yh and Gordon come over my house for majong .nite

Labels: Fish & Co yet again

2008-02-19T22:44:00.002+08:00

haix..the first obstacle in 2008 juz came upon on 18 feb ..juz minutes b4 jamming ytd..if i had nt met gordon to come down for jamming probably i wont noe..haha...but at least i noe wad is gg on now la...haix..seriously wad he told mi did affect mi greatly ..could not realli slp for the whole nite juz staring blankly to the dark sight all ard me..tk was joking with mi ytd abt CL zone guys are not worthy in the eyes of the gals we like..haha..juz meant to be a joke..but anw ya lo..haix..i tink probably wrong move on sat nite la ..that msg could have cost mi smt..but aiya its over le la ..hopefully gordon go find out more for mi..cos he told mi smt ytd which i felt wasnt true le ..so ya lo..haix..sian...tmr still gt test in the morning and gt to endure tis emoness..haha..alright shall go study le la ..haix..nite..

Labels: what to do??

2008-02-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

Quite burden abt my minstry stuff now cause my helper say he wanna join another minstry but he is considering his option la ..he been a great help to mi always ..saw him grow up from the day he step into the minstry till today and really growing from glory to glory la ...really proud of him !!Thanks Chris !! oh yar grats to Jade for being promoted to Section Leader today ..*clap clap clap* ...Todae duty was on stealth mode cos Chris was doing alpha 1 and i was basically overseeing him ensuring everything ok and helping him over the net if a need arise la ...After service , did Service attendance after that acc carrie to the bus stop b4 coming back to church to find Solomon and the rest..after that went to foyer 3 to slack awhile b4 heading to city hall to shop wif Solomon b4 finding Chris and belinda cause we were having Team Outing ..We went to Carl's Jr to have our dinner ..mid way Solomon went to find his member and then John came to join us ..even though its like a 4 person Team Outing but overall it was a good start la ..after that went to esplande to slack awhile..Played the guitar for them n making a fool of myself by singing and playing the guitar..ok la at least the atmosphere was light hearted and a time of relaxing lo..

Labels: Team Outing !

2008-02-13T23:54:00.003+08:00

Todae went out to have dinner with Tk , Yh , jason and Weiming ( appear last min w/o invitation jkjk!!) to go celebrate Tk birthdae which is on Fri..We decided to meet earlier la as he fri not free..we met at 630 @ City hall mrt..Couldnt decide on a place to eat as everyone was so indecisive or either clash of place to go eat..typical guys la ..lol..so we got to wait till like 8 b4 deciding to eat Fish & Co @ Suntec ..All of us ate the Fish n chip meal and had a fun time fellowshipping la..This is what i enjoy more rather then with cg..haha..oops..but seriously everyone is entitled to their opinion so too bad if u are against me..After awhile Yongheng suggested going to swesen to eat ice-cream but actually we wanted to buy a cake for Tk wan but we end up at Secret receipe and we surprise Tk with a Tiramisu cake and took some pic..After that we walk ard b4 heading to esplande to chill out ..Tk wanted to come my hse majong wan but tt Yh lazy la dun wan to go home and then come out..so tmr nite we be playing majong ..haha!!!..2nd time i ton for majong..wasted jason cant come..lol.. ok la go update my ipod b4 playing some online majong and go slp le ..nite!!

Our Bdae boy

Grp pic 1

Grp pic 2

Random pic

My Hp cam clear ar..haha..

labels : hope TK like the dinner n stuff ..haha..

2008-02-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

Todae went to Jade house to have meeting with the training grp ushers...oh man her hse is like HUGE la !!!!..bigger den mine twice ..LOL..i realli like her hse but abit too big le la for juz a family of 4 ..i told jade that if one dae i li jia chu zuo i will go her hse to stay la ...we took abt 1.5 hr to discuss pray n have a worship session also...after that we slack ard her house and den went off to orchard..left with Jade , Chai Ying , Dean , Louis and myself while chris n belinda went home ..so we head down to wisma to look for jeremy birthdae present cause jade buying for him..Funny thing is when she ask him to carry the bag he didnt noe it was guy shoes inside la ..LOL!!..so funny la the whole scene..we went to mac to eat and den went to shop again at taka...Girls can realli shop like mad la ..Jade and chai ying went to shop at zara for like damn long la ..while mi jeremy louis n dean was like outside the shop chatting alot stuff...After that went off with chai ying n louis to take train home..real tired now ..i tink i m gg to buy the hugo boss cologne that jade introduce me..lol..for some special reason that is onli between mi her n chai ying ..felted that it was a good fellowship with the rest todae..alright go rest le ..nite ppl..

Labels: Fun day

2008-01-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Todae had my Nafa test in sch..was having cramps all over my leg muscle cause i was playing soccer and jogging the dae before..Even b4 i go sch take my test 1/2 th battle was lost already..haha..But Thank God everything was smooth thruout la especially my 2.4 run..i got 13 out of 200 student in the run..pretty impressive huh?haha..i myself was shock by it also..i thought it was impossible but i did it..haha.Thanks Alvin and sean for their encouragement..when i msg them after the whole test , alvin was like i told u u can do it , Sean was like wow u r realli fit la ..LOL!!!..but THANKS GUYS!! My other station i was like getting 2 or 3 points la ..Only my pull up i got 1 point cause i only did like 5 times..but overall it was good la , shld be getting a silver for it ..so i wont be going in NS for tt extra weeks for not passing my Nafa..PHEW!!After that had lunch with my classmate b4 taking mrt home tgt with them cause i lazy take bus..haha..feels fitter now le dunno why..haha..guess i will still be continuing my weekly excercise to keep myself in good shape..

Labels : Great Nafa test

2008-01-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

Todae went to que up with val , jas and bryan for svc..ok its realli a breakthru and miracle that i went to que up todae..cos was having breakfast with my dad and then he send mi to church so i just join them la when i toyed with the idea to go in talk to the usher ppl..haha..ok in the end manage to get charlie arena 1 seats...But i guess i wont realli go que up again cos we got good seats and i had to squeeze with jackson cause members came late and they juz got the good seats..what is this la , not first time le ..Dun wan to sae much juz msg Tk told him my frustration and i tink full stop to the whole story..After svc went to meet jade and the rest cos she called for a last min meeting..looks like there will be quite a number of changes la and aiyo and she tear abit becos of smt and i didnt noe wad to do being the next in line so i try to distract them ask them clear the plates cause they were cleaning up the place le..After that decided to join Yingwei , sherman , Jade ( cause she picking up her dad from airport ) ,jeremy and dean to terminal 3..After that me yingwei n sherman went to SMU again!!this time cause yw teaching sherman n his members guitar..haha..then i taught sherman and yingwei the song falling (plucking style) and some other songs oso la..Sherman fren sae i play well..haha..ok la ..i was quite paiseh to show them my skills la cos i qutie a shy guy..haha.."ya rite"..LOL!!..But what we learn in cg got to have confidence and Good self-esteem..haha..Anyway i oso hope thru my playing i can inspire ppl to further their skills n be interested in learning guitar 2..even thought i not veri good n skillful compare to other guitarists but i hope thru this little skills of mine i can inspire others 2..thats always wad i wan to see myself and aim to be and not showing off my skills..haha..but using this talent of mine and mutiply it la ..haha..long dae so long rest for mi now oso...haha..night!

Labels: Called to be the salt and light of the earth

2008-01-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

Todae been a rather long day for ..woke up like 550 to prepare to go down to church cos i need to do comns opening so i went down early..but i tink next time round i will take the 2nd train cos i took the 1st train todae and i reach like 650 @ expo la ..after that waited for chris @ foyer 3 b4 went in tgt with him...did hotel 2 todae and first time did service attendance and next duty round i will be doing it myself w/o carrie help..hahaha!!service was good!!..went for svc ytd so todae i wont be distracted serving and listening to the sermon..After svc did attendance , then went to meet 93 with the rest of the Ics cos she was debriefing us n she oso took the time to talk to us oso..she talked of every individual person that was dere and talk of us hw we came to where we are todae..some of them whu were juz normal ushers den now slowly doing more things and soem of the old birds whu mature thru the years..haha..for myself she sae that i must be confident of the things i do and not be like panic when situation arise..She said i have improve in this area la but theres more room for improvement in this area...After that we celebrated 85 birthdae with the grp 3 leaders ...he gave a long speech and was quite a good one ...he said smt that i suddenly cant remember it la ..haha..oops..after that went to eat with chris and yingwei @ eunos the hokkien mee...cos yingwei wanted to it that..haha..i didnt eat la cos i was quite full , had smt in church earlier on..we talk alot and teasing each other in some stuff which is onli known to us..after that shermon came to join us and we head down to SMU ..went to a cafe to get drinks n we played card games over there n talk alot crap oso la ..after that we played soccer @ the underground carpark @ SMU...oh man...perspire like siao la ...mi n sherman team up versus chris n ying wei.. Sherman and i lost la ...man..we r suppose to pawn them wan lo..haha..nevermind we show our skills on the court..haha..had a great time with this 3 bros of mine..k la we pretty close to each other since we all in the same sect oso..Chris is my helper , yingwei taking a team and sherman rising up oso..so muz help them n teach them along especially sherman..haha..after that Ying wei send us home..Thks bro!!!..haha..alright go Play my guitar le..had a short chat wif her on msn..haha..but juz tt short..LOL..better then nothing..lol... oh yar todae Alicia oso came for svc and i heard she respond for altar call...Praise the LORD!!!she used to be in same cg as me..i am bringing back ppl whu used to BS from my cg..haha..Marc and now alicia...God pls use mi to bring more back yea!!!realli glad to see her come todae..haha..Alicia i m proud of u !!

Labels: My Beautiful Saviour

2008-01-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

Ever heard of the words ' Northern lights ' ? I was new to this 2 words till todae when i read the newspaper .. was reading thru the traveller page in TODAY newspaper under the holidays page abt each moth of the year where u can visit to...Under December, in Finland, Sweden, Alaska you can see tihe beautiful array of lights call the northern lights @ the arctic circle..i was quite curious and yet interested in this , so i when to the web to source out what is it..here is a few pics of it if you dunno what i meant earlier .

Pic 1

Pic 2

Pic 3

Pic 4

Pic 5

Pic 6

Nice huh? i simply like pic 1 alot..the sight of it could blow my mind own..isn't it awesome what nature can do..b4 i die i realli wanna go to alaska to have a first hand view of it and along with my wife ( if she is keen on going) ..haha..To travel to that place , one has to endure bone-chilling temperatures in Finland, Sweden, Alaska and even then, a sighting is not gurantanteed. what a sight with the night sky ablaze with glorious light. ARGHH i realli wanna go to that place badly BUT not now..haha..i dun have luxury to travel to all the way there just to view that moment ..

Labels: Splendid sight

2008-01-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

First dae of sch was pretty ok..Suppose to end @ 6pm but the lecturer let us go @ 330pm..So this semester i will onli have a module to take (Networking Admisntration Management) sounds chim...haha..basically i tink we will be learning the set up of windows server 2003 n in dept of it ba..it sounds interesting la but it gt a Final year end exam on it ..oh man!!My final paper will be on 13 march n after that it will be hols n countdown to enlistment day!!! I think after my graduation i will go find a work b4 i go into NS ..oso saving up for the HK trip which i will be gg hopefully b4 my enlistment..Need to go HK to shop like mad!!!Alright hopefully this wish of mine will come true ar provided cash do come in oso..

Something to side track alittle ..saw tis porsche 911 and it caught my eyes n its now my DREAM car!!.haha..here is a glimpse of the car

hmm..if dere is a black one tt would be great cos i like Black cars..This car is more of a selfish car ba cos its only 2 seaters..idea for my wife and i next time ..but if gonna have kids tis car will juz be my collection car while i get a family car..ohh i m thinking into the future..haha!!

Oh yar!!i juz remember smt ..actually after catching the show the Italian job u guess wad car i oso like??haha..Mini cooper..but i juz fancy that onli cos wow it looks cool when they drove it with those sharp tunning and drifting..but i guess u gt to have a manual transmission to perform all that stuns...

labels: porsche 911

2008-01-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Back to sch again tmr!!haha..sch reopening for mi tmr ...i was excited to go back to sch TILL i saw tt stupid timetable of mine..wa...seriously veri turn off by it ..come on its our last sem juz let us enjoy b4 we graduate la..LOL..Mon: 930-6 , Tue: 8-530 , Wed: 8-5 , Thurs: 1-5, Fri: 9-1230 ..Oh man first 3 days r like hell la ..Todae serve for communion so didnt sit with cg..i guess its been like 1 mth since i last sat with the cg during svc le ..haha. after svc help to clear up communion stuff den left expo tgt wif dan to find the rest..went to marina square food court to eat but i didnt eat cos in church i gt free food to eat..haha..after tt slack ard den went hoem wif tk n gordon..since the rest cant make up their mind where to go i juz went off..haha.ok la go rest le ..tmr gg back to sch..gosh smt to side track..i do realli miss her..dunno y..haha..ok ..nite..

Labels: back to sch!!

2008-01-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

todae went to cut hair with small sean @ upper east coast road..recommened him my hair stylist n the saloon..he sae it was worth it n ya but kinda exp la ..my hairstylist introduce to mi 2 kind of wax todae which i nv heard of but he sae he ordering it for mi and can get it for a discounted price cos his frens working dere..gt a good deal todae..haha..after the hair cut accompany sean to marina parade library to return his book..After that while waiting for shang to pick us up to go to 85 market to eat , mi n sean talked alot stuff and yup i like talking to him cos i tink we can flow n wont like have no topic la ..he knows abt fashion n etc which i tink i m oso in..so yea always enjoy talking to him..went over to 85 and saw si jia and yanbing..tt 2 noisy sisters..irratate mi thruout the meal...ok la was a nice meal..after that head home..had a talk with shang oso..haix..abt the clique and group thing in cg..tink i will do more to realli make the other members feel nt so left out..i dislike it when ppl sae my grp or mi n tk they all n stuff..so been trying to mix ard oso in the cg n nt staying in the same group all the time..well if noone gonna do it den i juz do it lo..realli wanna do more in the year 2008 oso la ..get rid of my laziness!!!!haha..so hoep u guys will see a better mi at the end of the year..i m gonna start my year well and i noe there r bound to be obstacle along my way but WITH GOD ALL THINGS R POSSIBLE TO HIM WHO BELIEVE!!!At the end of the year i wanna turn back n say tis is a good 2008 and fruitful year i had..so let start the race!!!..

labels: new hair cut

2008-01-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

When out earlier with tk jason n yh to go makan n catch up..met them ard 630pm @ City hall mrt..its been a veri long time the 4 of us went out tgt to go catch up n stuff since some of us diff cg and diff walks of life nw..but veri soon mi tk n yh gg NS le la ..haha..so we went over to marina square to eat KFC and then to esplande to chill out n talk ..After that yh sae he hungry so went to a food center @ bugis there to go eat..in the end mi n jason oso ate cos our mouth itchy la ..haha..after that chatted for awhile b4 departing home..i guess its been like for 1 year + since the 4 of us went out tgt and realli talk alot..Looking back its like gg to be my 6th year in church (This coming easter) and 5th year in usher minstry also..wow!! How times realli pass so fast n its like 6 years we noe each other le..thinking back to the days i kick the soccer ball to jason face cos i see him buay song last time ..LOL..Those were the days man @ small val hse and after cg playing soccer at her backyard..Those were the days we chase after gals..haha..wanting to noe the gal we like n getting her number n stuff..How we grown so much now!!Gone were our nerdy looking n dressing!!!haha..at least we look so much better now la ..haha..if i can find the pic of us last time compare to the us now it would be like antique la..haha..Jason was like my big brother last time teaching mi stuff , guiding mi and making sure i will get the number of the gal i like..haha..JKJK!!!the latter part is nt true ..tatkwek and yongheng were my sec sch frens cum cgm cum soccer buddies..we literally grow up in church tgt..been thru so many ups n downs in our life but still standing STRONG at the end of the day..Well this is wad i call genuine friendship..A TOAST to our FRIENDSHIP!!!

Labels : Buddies for life

2008-01-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Its been a long year in 2007 but wow 1 year realli pass so fast la ..2007 has been a up n down year , went thru some challenges in life , some minor wan la nth major..2007 is oso a year i gt my driving license !!haha ..ok for 2008 realli wanna see more changes in my life ...

1)Hope to keep myself phyiscally fit
2)Grow deeper in my love for God n more anointing in my life
3)Get a electric guitar n various stomp boxs
4)Preferably a Car? (haha)
5)Bring 3 ppl to church in 2008

For now thats wad i can tink of la ..will update my list once i write it down ..ytd nite went some of the members went over to shang hse to countdown n ton..b4 that went down to bugis with Tk n marc to support some members in a event..she was dere 2..haha..saw her but didnt talk..lol..cos mi n tk already felt veri out of place down dere le so we juz blend to the wall..after that went home b4 cycling down to shang hse..haha..nt a bad dae la cos i manage to saw her on the last day of 2007..haha..jkjk!! So at shang house some play the board game cranium while some play ps2 n bridge..left his hse @ 620 ..reach home slp till 2 in the noon..haha..a boring start to the new year..haha..alright gg to catch the movie i am legend le..so nite peeps..happy new year once agan!!

labels : a new year!!

2007-12-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

Todae was really a busy n super long long day for some of us ..morning we had our sun duty and i was doing hotel 2 ..duty was pretty ok nth much in particular..so after svc we help to clear up did attendace n ready for the combined sect outing!!..man it was all worth the planning and i wll upload some pics taken during through out the whole outing..i m struggling to fight the dream monster so i juz let the pics do the talking..haha

Love birds?

My game station Aka Foam station

Hair washing time!

More hair washing!

Wash wash wash!

Grape station

Yong Qing team in action!

Grape time!

Pass it on!

On the verge of kissing?

Yong qing in action!

Louis running!

Me and Chaiying fav pic!

Condo night view 1

Condo night view 2

Mr hairspray winner!

Mr Muscular Nominee (Chris)

Mr Kia-SI winner!!

Sherman representing Ariel for Miss congeniality

random pic

Louis , jade and Yingwei ( nov and dec birthdae babies)

Teacher jade!!haha!!

Fernando "Yingwei" Torres !

Mr Macho (Me) & Mr Willingness (Sherman)

Best newcomer (Samuel) , Mr Macho (Me) , Mr Willingness (Sherman)

Mr Macho (Me) & Miss Elegant (Vera)

These are the pics i gotten using my hp to take ..so anw when the rest send mi more i will post more ba..todae i believe everyone realli enjoy themselves @ the games n the bbq..had a great time talking to chaiying and some of the bros in the section oso..can realli see the bond forming within the section i m glad i make it happened too..Was surprise to win an award la ..i won the Mr macho award , the award is awarded to the person whu basically is the best dressed usher la ..Think my dress sense had improve 2 oso le if nt i wont win it ..haha..The female winner was , Miss Elegant , award went to vera ( from sect 1 )..i still wonder y mr macho y nt mr cool..haha.. we left ard 930+ and yingwei fetch some of us home..overall it was a great time with the rest of the ushers and appreciating them..So 1 more day to 2008!!!..Lets go into the year 2008 with a bang believing for great things to come our way yea!!..lets rock on guys!!

labels: Great outing!!

2007-12-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

Been a busy and tiring past 2 days for mi..Ytd went to sentosa with chris yingwei sherman and louis..make a last min decision to join them after sherman ask mi to go..All of them r in the same Usher section as mi so i noe them quite well but i never go out tgt with them le so this is consider the first..Meet them ard 250 @ harbourfront Mrt b4 we took the bus down to sentosa..Spend our time at the beach playing soccer chatting n sun tanning for myself..it was a good time fellowshipping and relaxing la ..never felt so relax for such a long time le..we stayed till like 630 b4 heading to marina square to meet the other leaders to finalize the Combined section outing which will be on this coming sunday..Discuss till around 11pm b4 heading home..was supposed to watch soccer with the rest but went home first cos tk coming over to fetch mi..so went over to shang hse to watch soccer n chatted thru the late night..so we at his hse till morning 730am..wah..damn tired went home slp till 1+ b4 meeting to meet sherman and yingwei to go to ECP to source out the location for the games and where the games will be stationed and stuff..after that we head over to ECP mac to have our lunch / dinner cos i juz ended my fast too..After which we head down with yingwei to SMU to wait for him to discuss finish his CCA meeting ..so in the mean time mi n sherman chatted quite alot and it was a pretty good time la ..talking and giving him like advice on rising up in minstry and stuff..hope he rise up fast ar ( hint hint ) ...after that we went to play lan for an hour b4 heading to selegie road to eat rochor beancurd..cant realli remember the stall name but basically you tiao n stuff la ar..after that ying wei send mi home ..while on the way to my hse sherman was hungry once again so he went to buy hokkien mee first b4 coming to my hse..i agree with wad yingwei that when u no car u will tends to be lazy to go out..haha..right now i m feeling that man..having a car license but no car ..at times i would be lazy to go out but juz got to put that behind my mind la cos now not the right time to buy a car and that sherman keep asking mi to go invest in one as if i veri rich like that..mayb he seeing it to the future la ..haha..he commented my hse was big when i felt it was pretty small compare to my other frens' house i know of..oh yar wanted to take pic of my christmas present but kinda lazy to do so so will drag it to tmr ..haa..so conclusion for this 2 days realli felt i make a effort to join some of my sect bros to go out n catching up with them , at least in the minstry not everything is juz abt usher and etc..Guess that i will work more in this area in my minstry to realli try to noe more of the ushers n bond them tgt also..tried my best in the Cg le but to no avail so will piorities what i wan to do from now on..yea..Looking forward to the outing this sun!!!

labels : 2 long and tiring days

2007-12-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

totally drain out dae..suppose to serve 1 svc in the morning but end up serving 2 la cos the last svc overwhelming crowd of ppl so juz stay and helpout la ..receive alot of gifts todae oso ( to my surprise )..haha..thanks dudes for all the gifts , tmr den i take a pic of it den post in here cos now kinda lazy to do it already..was quite surprised by one gift from someone ..haha.. not someone special or wad la but ya juz someone ...dun ask mi whu..lol.might juz return a gift to her...after serving n clearing up join the cg and charmaine was like the whole christmas svcs never see mi ard den i told her i was busy serving lo...after tt cg head down to raffles city to go makan @ food court.. After that left with mi TK dan glenn gor jas n val..so we went like KFC to eat n play bridge n bluff n donkey!!haha..we were too bored le ..most of us were pretty tired n talking nonsense thru out ..lol!! after that head for home n realli rest time of mi oso..personally feel quite tired todae oso..guess that after awhile more gonna catch my beauty slp...nite peeps..

Labels : merry christmas everyone!

2007-12-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

todae went out shopping with small sean and bryan to raffles city , suntec and marina sq..sean wanted to buy loafers and sunglasses , bryan juz wanted to walk ard to see his toy bear (haha!) and mi wanted to buy some clothes..bought a t-shirt from Esprit (pic juz below) , quite like this tees when i caught my eyes on so i bought it ..

wanted to buy a Top from Topman but i accidentatly tear the button out so i juz put back n didnt buy (oops!)..anw tmr i gg with sean again to another outlet to see gt nicer shirts nt ..i left with 1 more shirt to buy and a black berms n mayb a pair of slippers..juz watched finish the movie Good luck chuck n its a pretty nice show la ..Charlie (Dane Cook) is a single dude who doesn't have any trouble getting women — the problem is keeping them around. After getting intimate with every female he dates, they all eventually move on to find "Mr. Right," who never seems to be him. Once his reputation spreads as "Good Luck Chuck," every girl in the world tries to sleep with him, which isn't such a bad thing, until he thinks he finds his soul mate (Jessica Alba), who is the one person he can't go to bed with or he'll risk losing her forever to some other guy.Thats how the story line goes..

Labels : New tees from Esprit

2007-12-17T02:53:00.000+08:00

ytd nite played RISK @ shang house till like 2+ b4 heading home , it was pretty tiring n next dae woke up @ 730 to go to church..went for svc followed by Prayer meeting..did stage 2 for prayer meeting todae n was a pretty ok duty la cos didnt realli do anything major but tat got to be sharp @ floorarea lo..after PM help to clear up the chair n tidy the place b4 meeting the sect 1 n 2 ldrs to discuss abt the combined sect outing we having at the end of the year ..planned for like 1/2 hr la den they put mi in charge of everything cos i was the one whu suggest the outing wan ..zzz..but ok la gg to do a good job in it la ..was disappointed with some of the guys cos they sae wanted to wait for mi den in the end went off w/o mi n oso nv inform mi..was quite pissed la but i never realli go bothered abt it as i went to join ying wei n the rest go eat la cos didnt wan to go find the cg la , anw thank God i didnt go cos by the time i go dere all would have left liao la ..Then ying wei let mi drive his car from expo to bedok food center , was quite nervous but maintain my composure n was pretty smooth ..sherman i drive nt bad dunno true anot or he juz usign sweet words nia..haha..had quite a enjoyable time eating and fellowshipping with them..after that ying wei let mi drive his car again to fetch sherman john and samuel to vivo city..so it was from bedok to Vivo city via ECP..was quite kan cheong went travel on ECP cos this was my first time travelling at an expressway..they wanted mi to break my speed limit and in the end i clock a speed of 110km/hr and this guys are crazy la in the car make so much noise den everytime i hit 100 n above they will like become siao la ..At least the make the mood more relax n less tense for mi la unlike my own members when i drove TK car like machiam tink that i will crash the car like that..ying wei oso nv realli guide mi hw to drive la juz 1 or 2 comment den he oso chatted like the rest..after that head down to orchard to find jon cai n went window shopping with him..after tt went down to tk n shang hse to watch soccer match b4 heading home ..tmr will be gg out with sean to go shopping for clothes ..todae i saw someone oso..haha..but ok la normal lo juz saw den i walk off ..haha..i nt a stalker like some other ppl..haha..lol!! ok la gg to play CS with bryan now..nite..

Labels : vroom vroom vroom

2007-12-15T03:55:00.000+08:00

just finish catching the show 'The heartbreak Kid' by ben stiller...i know the show was r21 but nah nt realli interested in the content, always been catching ben stiller shows n his last movie was a night at the museum if i nv remember wrongly..haha.. Single and indecisive, Eddie (Ben Stiller) begins dating the incredibly sexy and seemingly fabulous Lila. Upon the urging of his father and best friend, Eddie proposes to her after only a week, fearing this may be his last chance at love, marriage, and happiness. However, while on their honeymoon in sunny Mexico, Lila reveals her true beyond-awful nature and Eddie meets Miranda, the woman he realizes to be his actual soul mate. Eddie must keep his new, increasingly horrid wife at bay as he attempts to woo the girl of his dreams..Overall i would rate the movie 3.5 stars out of 5..so guys out dere pls be decisive n nt desperate when u make a choice of getting married cos its for life ..anw gtg to catch some slp tmr still gt cg outing..haha..nite dudes..

Labels : missing someone

2007-12-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

todae was finally my last dae of work!!!!phew..3 mth of attachment finally came to an end la..now i muz start planning what i m gg to do everydae and nt waste a single moment of it ..One of my piorities is to go shop for more CLOTHES!!!..Todae went on a mini shopping spree with TK at Suntec n raffles city..2 long sleeve tops from topman caught my eyes but waiting till my shopping trip wif small sean on mon...i realli wanna buy more clothes..haa..anw back to the topic of my attachment , so ya todae was in office doing my normal stuff sae good bye to my colleague n my boss let mi leave like ard 4+..actually my pay for tis mth suppose to be like 90+ but in the end he gave mi like 165 which i m still puzzled till now but anw Thank God for the BLESSING!!!haa..so at least my bank figues now look more nice la ar..but gt to pay my tithe , BF and the stuff i want to buy n so on...after my work met with Tk to go to renew his passport at lavender..after that we head down to bugis cos he wanted to buy comic n hopefully that i could catch a glimspe of someone ..actually i saw her twice but twice i nv sae hi ..man wad was i doing la ..haha.. nbm will have other chances..lol..after tt met up wif daniel b4 heading down to church office to help charmaine out in the christmas cards that need to be folded n send out to the members..after tat some of the girls went to eat at KFC while mi n tk went to shop awhile at suntec n raffles...After that left for Tk hse to meet shang cos he wanted to go out..So we went to parkway to make shang sim card first after that head down to Holland V to chill out but everywhere close at 1030pm...zzzzz...after that we juz walk ard tt place la trying to find a place n in the end we r home..haha..k la go watch my movie le nite dudes..

Labels : So close yet so far