Sunday, January 24, 2010
Firstly a late HAPPY NEW YEAR!! hahas. I now its kinda late but its better to be late then never!! Chee wee say i was boring cause i didnt blog. PLS!! i was busy and not so free like him!! (Ps Chee wee i'm blogging now)
Usually People first post of the year will be about their New Year resolution but i haven really thought about it YET so i probably post it some other time. It official that i've left with 3 MONTHS AND 11 DAYS TO ORD!!! Finally my time in NS is finally coming to a closure. Well thinking back the difficult days i been through and the not so difficult days, it has really been a long journey but juz 3 months plus to go to gaining back the freedom i so longed for.
3 more module and 1 sub paper before i can graduate from my diploma course. Still considering whether to take up the Degree course or just go work full-time. Guess the next 3 months i got to really think through what i want and planning for my future. Feels an adult already hahas.
Tomorrow will be attending Wenkai and Ivory wedding dinner. So excited for wenkai !! When i knew him back then he was still in progress of talking to her and getting to know her. To the level of getting attached and now getting married. It's been a wonderful story for him and how he used to share with us how he met her and adding her on friendster and followed by Msn. Makes me wanna fall in love now too!! hahahas! But well better not rush to it but entrust it into God's hand. I remember at ALTC ( Advanced Leadership Training Class) on Sat morning during minstry time where beatrice was praying for me and it was about trusting in God. It was really a word for the season and really got to cling unto this word. At times we want to rush for things but end of the day we end up ruin it cause it wasnt meant for us yet. So its always good to trust in God and flowing together with his time. Especially in the area of relationship, i guess God has a plan for me and i don't wan to rush it and end up ruin it. The next Gf i going to have will hopefully eventually be my wife so i'm not going to rush on it.
Talking about ALTC, i initially really didnt want to go for the class cause its gonna take up 3 month of my time and i really wanna focus on my studies but i guess i will just go for it. Didnt regret going for the 1st lesson. It was talking about heart. Be in our heart or our usher heart. As time goes on, the longer you are in the minstry or in church, it gets a little weary and everything you do at times just seems like a JOB?? You got to check your heart condition and really take some time to see what is going on. Well to be frank for the past few months it was rather a job for me to serve rather then something i enjoyed. I didnt know where i wanted to head to, at times i juz ponder about just having a relax time in church just going for cg and service. Basicially its the word simplicity or comfort zone. I guess i will need to prayed about it and confessed about it positively!! Been feeling tired but as i sacrifice in the house of God, God will also bless my household just as i serve in his house. Just realise this coming August it will be my 8 years in the minstry. Like old bird le ar. hahahas. Anyway time to catch some sleep cause waking up early to jog tmr. Night.
Labels: Trusting onto God more and more!!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
All right so i'm going to do a veri usual thing right now. That is to BLOG!! hahas. Been rather busy for the last 2-3 months, or rather i have been lazy to blog. Life just revolves around army, School and church. Oh man seriously i need a life!! I guess i seriously need a well deserved trip to EUROPE ! That will be few years down the road for now i will settle for Hong Kong. Planning for a ORD trip after my NS to Hong Kong to shop and eat like mad. It's official that i 'm doing my countdown to my big day which is on 10 may 2010. The long anticipated day which all guys serving their NS will die waiting for. The prize of retrieving back their 'wife' which they lost. hahas
Christmas is just round the corner but somehow it doesnt mean much to me ever since i grow older. Ya it might be a time of celebration but this year i got to rush my assignment and it's more of a time for me to rest too. My school results has been not bad so far too. Obtained a A+ and C for my 1st 2 modules and currently at my 4th modeule and 4 more to go before i grad. Gotten all my gifts for christmas but didnt get anything for myself cause couldnt find anything nice thats y i need to go to HK to shop. Anyway also gotten a blue notebook for her so hopes she like it? Super random here hahas. Off to do my assignment before they come over to majong. hahas.
Labels: Merry Christmas people!!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
At least things seems to be brighter now. Or i would say things are better now after talking to her. Was stressed over the last few days on what to talk to her about but anyway its settle le so a huge relief i would say. At least things were thrash out and not just hanging in the air. Though it wasnt a bad ending of a good ending either, but at least things were clearer now. Really thank her for her understanding. *Thanks* . Felt like a girl just now cause i was like stuttering when i talk to her during the initial part, but well who wont be nervous. Was once again happy to see her joyful smile and laughter like after 1 month? If your wondering what i'm talking about it might nt be what you are thinking. The her is not my GF but someone that i like only. Someone that i really enjoy talking to. Someone that even if i cant love as a lover, i will still love her as a friend. At least for now just take 1 step at a time. If it work out then good, if not just let it be ba.
After that met up with Fengming for lunch at eunos before heading home. Went home to sleep for awhile before studying. Another long week ahead and more studies!!!!!! ARGH. Its driving me crazy!!! Going to catch some sleep so till then. Night people :)
Labels: its more then a smile, its the connection
