Tuesday, December 22, 2009
All right so i'm going to do a veri usual thing right now. That is to BLOG!! hahas. Been rather busy for the last 2-3 months, or rather i have been lazy to blog. Life just revolves around army, School and church. Oh man seriously i need a life!! I guess i seriously need a well deserved trip to EUROPE ! That will be few years down the road for now i will settle for Hong Kong. Planning for a ORD trip after my NS to Hong Kong to shop and eat like mad. It's official that i 'm doing my countdown to my big day which is on 10 may 2010. The long anticipated day which all guys serving their NS will die waiting for. The prize of retrieving back their 'wife' which they lost. hahas
Christmas is just round the corner but somehow it doesnt mean much to me ever since i grow older. Ya it might be a time of celebration but this year i got to rush my assignment and it's more of a time for me to rest too. My school results has been not bad so far too. Obtained a A+ and C for my 1st 2 modules and currently at my 4th modeule and 4 more to go before i grad. Gotten all my gifts for christmas but didnt get anything for myself cause couldnt find anything nice thats y i need to go to HK to shop. Anyway also gotten a blue notebook for her so hopes she like it? Super random here hahas. Off to do my assignment before they come over to majong. hahas.
Labels: Merry Christmas people!!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
At least things seems to be brighter now. Or i would say things are better now after talking to her. Was stressed over the last few days on what to talk to her about but anyway its settle le so a huge relief i would say. At least things were thrash out and not just hanging in the air. Though it wasnt a bad ending of a good ending either, but at least things were clearer now. Really thank her for her understanding. *Thanks* . Felt like a girl just now cause i was like stuttering when i talk to her during the initial part, but well who wont be nervous. Was once again happy to see her joyful smile and laughter like after 1 month? If your wondering what i'm talking about it might nt be what you are thinking. The her is not my GF but someone that i like only. Someone that i really enjoy talking to. Someone that even if i cant love as a lover, i will still love her as a friend. At least for now just take 1 step at a time. If it work out then good, if not just let it be ba.
After that met up with Fengming for lunch at eunos before heading home. Went home to sleep for awhile before studying. Another long week ahead and more studies!!!!!! ARGH. Its driving me crazy!!! Going to catch some sleep so till then. Night people :)
Labels: its more then a smile, its the connection
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Don't know why i'm so tired today. Probably because i woke up at 5am juz to wear my contact lens. HAHAS. In the end i took only like 5 mins to wear and after preparing my stuff i was like done at 550am. I even had the luxury to use my computer n surf the web for awhile which after awhile i became bored and when to take a nap. Met up with belinda at 630 at eunos market to go buy breakfast. Reached church around 710 and was still early and no one was around yet. Today changed allocation 3 times. Was suppose to do Charlie 2, after that swap to help bravo and lastly do hotel 2.
Today saw her and walked past her a few times but each time as we walked past we didnt say hi or even look at each other. Had things come to such a bad state? I really wanted to talk to her but somehow i find it hard. It just seems so weird n awkward now. I bet she doesn't know how i feel. Sigh. The feeling of so near yet so far was so real today. Seriously i really miss her alot but yet i could only look at her from a distance and that's all. Even in oscar that time she was sitting infront of me and we didn't even talk or look at each other. The only time she talked to me was returning the set and whether closing was done. And as she left all i could see was her shadow fading away. Sigh. I'm still pondering should i meet her to talk to her.
On a happy note, i got A+ for my marketing assignment!! I'm so happy!!! Really didnt expect to get a A+ but thank God for the gd result!! It was really a morale boasting for me since now i can be assured that i will pass my marketing module. But my new module, the teacher teach till very sian!!! It feels like he is preaching from a traditional church and the class was dozing off !! It's that bad !! So i got to really study myself this time. Anyway my new module which is tourism management, the assignment is group and individual. Group assignment weightage is 20% and individual is 30% followed by exam 50%.
Just watched finish F1 and currently super tired already. The night view of singapore is truely very nice. Cause more lights were on specially for the F1 night race. That's all for now going to sleep soon. Night people!!
Labels: will i see u again?
